The next morning I just laid in my crib not wanting to leave my bed because of seeing my birth father yesterday. I had two different me's fighting for dominance in my head. One part of me wants to be the baby but the other, because of John, wants to be the hunter. I was so stuck in my thoughts that I didn’t notice that Cas had walked in to my nursery. When he saw I was awake he picked me up and in doing so brought me out of my thoughts.
I let him change me into my diaper and some playing clothes, then let him feed me and put me on my playmat. When Cas saw I wouldn’t play with my toys at all he said, “Sam, would you please watch Dean for a little bit? I need to ask my Father what he thinks.”
“Okay Cas, I can do that. See you in a little bit,” said Sam. With that said Cas popped out of the living room~.~.~
Cas popped into Heaven and walked to were he knew God was. To Cas God is his Father, so when he saw God he said, “Father I need to tell you something and to get your view on things.”
“Well talk my son,” said God.
Well I took Dean to the doctor and since he did so well, I decided to let him visit Miss Missouri. His birth father was there and he yelled at Dean. Now Dean won’t act like he is supposed to and we had him so close to being in his headspace. Now he won’t play or interact with us like he usually does,” said Cas.
“Let me give you some advice. Your boy went into his shell and I have to tell you that he needs a friend. I don’t mean a human friend, you need to get him a stuffed animal. If you get him one just make sure it is big enough for him to cuddle and play with,” said God.With that piece of advice in mind Cas popped out of Heaven and behind the back of a toy store. He walked until he got to the front of the store, then walked into the store and to the stuffed animals aisle. He looked at all the animals that were on the shelves. He didn’t see any stuffed animals that would be right for his baby and was about to leave when he saw a big wolf stuffed animal that had Angel wings on it.
He thought it was perfect for his boy so he picked it up and brought it to the front of the store and bought it. Then he walked to an unpopulated place and popped home where he walked into the living room and said, “Sam you can go to work. I got something for Dean.”
When Sam saw the stuffed animal that Cas got for Dean he said, “I hope that what you have planned is going to work.” Sam went to work and Cas used his grace to clean Dean’s new friend before he put the wolf next to Dean who was napping at this point. Dean instinctively reached over and grabbed the wolf.
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When I woke from my nap I looked at my new friend and I didn’t want to lose him. By the time lunch came around I was starting to act right. My wolf was just so fluffy. When Sam came home I was almost back to normal. Sam asked, “What is your new friends name?”
I still hadn't accepted my pacifier and tried to say in baby words, “I don’t know dada. I’s still thinking about it.”
“Okay Dean, you can think of a name for your friend,” said Sam. By the time I was put to bed I had accepted wearing my pacifier on a clip attached to my shirt. Of course my new friend was put in the crib with me. My parents left me to sleep, both praying that my new friend would help me get back to normal.
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The Nestling Hunter
FanfictionDean is a Supernatural Hunter who was abused and raped by his father just because he reminded John of his mother Mary.Now Dean is all grown up and is one of the best hunters around but he was also the one people were scared of because of the way Dea...