My leg is just about healed. I'm dating a person I met online and he is from Kansas. We Skype all the time and he is perfect. We are planning a day to meet. I'm sitting on my bed depressed. I have "Therapy" by All Time Low playing. I'm tired of acting all happy when I'm dying inside. I'm tired of biting my lip and faking a smile. I'm only staying alive because I'm scared to commit suicide and hurt my family and close friends. But honestly if there was a car about to hit me I wouldn't say I would move. If there was a gunman at school I wouldn't say I would run and hide. I just feel horrible. I need help but I can't seem to get attention.
