Imagine a giant black room, but imagine it endless
With your heavy footsteps echoing through the halls, the walls will all expand
Imagine everything you love, from family to your friends
Imagine them burning, in every wicked way possible
Imagine words saying the cruelest of things to you every day and night, never once skipping a beat
Imagine your heart aching with guilt that your mind puts on it, the guilt that should not exist there
The guilt of hurting the ones you loved dear when you didn't do anything but it wants you to think you did
You can feel someone looking at you right? But you don't see anyone there
Its watching though, from the shadows of every one of your deepest fears
But it won't move though, it'll just stay there and watch, making sure you know its there and that you have no where to run
People always ask me, how do I do it?
How do I tune everything out?
All the harsh words someone might throw at me or the threats that will be made against me
I tell them that I don't tune them out, It just got to the point where I heard those same things so many times that it does not faze me anymore
My mind makes sure I hear every thing, Every word and Every breath that's taken
Imagine a mind that has complete control of not only your body but your entire life
That is my mind
My mind is the only devil I know
The only God to have passed my body
Conflicted of emotions, whether it's good or bad
I don't think it matters, in the end both will drive me mad
My life is fading away
I have no choice of when or how
My mind tells me it is and tells me I can never run...
This is my mind.
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Free Flow
PoetryThis book is going to be set up in a certain way. The chapters of every title are going to be what I express my thoughts on, whether it's in poem form or just talking about it. I own everything in this story and I hope you enjoy ^_^
