Am I still pretty?

Novemebr 9 2015

November 9, i buried the cigarette into outside my bedroom window and closed the window making no smell get in my room. I walked down stairs grabbing my lunch and walking to my car turning it on i put on the news station and listen to the traffic details "bad car accident fourth ave and susan street" the lady said as my phone starts ringing
"Hello" i answered not checking the caller id
"Hey mia its  dad" he said choking on his tears
"Dad what happen" i asked
"Mom got in a bad car accident i need you to come home if you're at school" he said
"Ok im already i'll see you soon" i said and hung up. I slowly walked inside the house running to my room pulling out a cigarette lightening it watching the car pass by watching the sudden rainfall fall  we live in california it never normally rains so it was shocking
"Hey" someone shouts from outside the window i look down and see levi
"Oh hi levi right?" i asked
"Yep uh mia let me guess" he smiles i nod i smile
"Shouldn't you be going to school with your friends the cheerleaders" he laughs
"I'm skipping today"i lied and smiles he nod
"Mind if i join" he asked
"Matters if your tell" i smile
"Your secret is  safe with me" he said and started climbing the vines
"You know you I could just open the door for you" i laugh he nods
"Im keeping it classy" he smirks making me laugh
"Welcome to my room" i smile as he comes through my window
"Wow its pink" he laughs and lays on my bed
"Don't judge remember i used to be popular" i laugh he laughs and i join him on my bed
"So why did you skip today mrs mia" he laughed getting up
"Uh no reason just don't want to deal with my ex" i say as he picks up a picture of me and adam
"Baby bro" he asked i nod "i'm guessing this is why you were absent for a week" levi says and puts the picture down
"Yeah he passed away on halloween" i say while levi nods and pulls a bag of green leafs
"Weed?" i asked grabbing the bag from his hands
"The best stuff you can ever have" he laughs "do you wanna try" he asked i nod while he makes the joint. After he makes if he slowly lights it making the bottom light up he takes a big hail of it blowing it out through his nose
"Here" he coughs handing the joint to me i slowly inhale taking in the sharp fums go through my body making the stress and worries wash away.
As we almost finish the joint my phone rings me being some what high answers
"Yo what's good" i giggle as i hear crying
"Mia where the hell are you i texted you to come to the hospital" my father voice drills in my intoxicated brain
"Uh yo dog home boy calm down i'm a coming just gotta drive" i laugh and hang up
"Mia you can't drive" levi says as i grab my keys he didn't seem to have a reaction to the weed
"You're not my father" i say looking for my phone
"Mia you high you can't drive" he says and grabs my keys
"Levi levi i'm fine baby i can drive" i giggle
"Mia no" he says and grabs my arm
"Let go of me" i scream i have no idea what's going on
Levi pulls me on the couch sitting on top of me
"Levi get off me my mom is sick" i yell "my mom is sick" i cry loud slowly calming down
"My mom is sick levi and it's all my fault it's all my fault" i cry he gets up and hugs me
"I'm a  mess i killed my brother and now my mom is drunk and high from me"  cry he slowly moving his hand through my mess i call my hair comforting me
"I'm a mess" i cry
"No you're not baby we all fuck up but it's ok everything's ok" he says and kisses the top of my head