Running Into Fate

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"Come on Lyric! It's Christmas!" I watch 12 year old me yell at 13 year old Lyric. I have been reliving memories this whole time. Just standing in the corner watching all my memories fold out in front of me. Im moved to a different room.
"No mom this isn't what i want to do!" I hear Lyric yell. Looking at the stairs I see my mom and Lyric walking down the stairs yelling at each other. I remember this day, mom tried to get Lyric to join the soccer team like I had. Switching to another memory. A more recent one. Cian and I are on the couch in my apartment.
"Cian do you ever want to settle down with someone and start a family?" I had asked him as i laid my head on his shoulder with his arm wrapped around me playing with my hair.
"Yeah. I would like to have kids one day. I like it even more knowing that your the one I'm planning on building a family with." He said kissing the top of my head. A smile broke out on my face.
"I'd like to start a family with you to someday." That is one of my favorite memories of me and him. But now I can't do anything. I'm pretty sure i'm dead.
"Your not dead, sweetie." A voice comes from my right making me jerk my head in that direction. A woman with red hair and blue eyes, dressed in a sky blue t-shirt and blue jeans splattered with paint sits beside me. As i stare at her, tears form in my eyes.
"Mom." My voice cracks as i try to contain myself.
"My sweet sweet child. Look at you! You've grown up to be an intelligent, beautiful woman. Im so proud of all that you have achieved." My mom gushes as tears continue to fall from my eyes. I attack her in a hug wanting nothing more then for her to hug me back, and she does. Making me let out a choked sob.
"Mom, I've missed you so so much."
"I've missed you too," She says as she continues to hug me. Pulling away from me she wipes the tears from my cheeks. "I see you have found quite the man," My mother says as she looks at a different memory of me and Cian playing outside in the rain.
"Yeah he's wonderful."
"Your father and I are so proud of you. I'm so happy you got a good family and friends. I have to say you found a pretty hot guy."
"Mom!" I laugh as she joins me.
"Nevaeh, as i said early you are not dead. You are in the in between. Your not supposed to die yet, i was sent here to give you a choice. Either stay with me and your father or stay alive with your family and friends." She moves her hand and we are standing in the corner of a hospital hallway. Lyric and all the Boys are here. They all have tear stains on their checks. Tears are still coming out of a few of their eyes, some are trying to stay string for the rest of the group. Lyric is crying her heart out with Brendan holding her. I can't leave them now. Lyric needs me. I need them. But, my mom and dad.
"Its ok sweetie. I know you want to stay with them. I want you to too." Turning to my mother i give her one last hug.
"I love you mom. Tell dad i love him too."
"I love you so much Nevaeh. Your dad already knows that you love him, but I'll tell him anyways."
"Thank you." I say my voice cracking again as i pull back. I feel myself being pulled back into a physical form. I am once again consumed in darkness.

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