Sometimes Dreams Can Turn Into Reality (Niall fanfiction)

chapter 18

sorry sorry sorry for not updating hahaha! alot of things happening like heaps ugh. This is a pissy chapter but it will do I have a great one in the making involving everyone and a lot of drama before it ends hehe! uhm so I am going to write 4 more chapters then that's it BUT I will be doing an epilogue and then a different book but it has a twist ;) so keep an eye out for more details please vote and share my book around.

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Paige P.O.V

It’s come to a conclusion of the tour. Time has flown by, it’s flown by so fast we’ve barely noticed it. All places, every concert has given as new memories that we get to always look back at.

I was stupid for that whole baby dilemma because in the end Niall didn’t even talk about it nor drop hints. Well not yet anyway. You think I’d be happy we didn’t discuss that issue right? But I’m not. Does that mean he doesn’t want kids with me? Does it mean I was just being an idiot and over exaggerating? Does it mean he was with another woman there? What does it mean!

“What’s wrong love?” Harry asked looking at me.

I awoke from my thoughts and fixed myself back to reality.

“oh nothing”.

“Doesn’t seem like nothing, you were pretty deep into your thoughts there” he giggled.

“Oh really? Shoot well oops” I stuttered.

Harry obviously knew because he wouldn’t stop asking me what was wrong so I just finally gave in because he sure as well wasn’t going to anytime soon

I told him everything and he just sat there all ears. After I finally finished my rant he hugged me and gently pet my head.

“Don’t think all those things Niall does want you to be with you and he wants kids he just didn’t want to rush you into things and his just protecting you from the media and his career” he whispered into my ear before placing a friendly kiss on my forehead.

“Thanks but I think as soon as we get home I’m going to speak to him I need too” I said looking at him.

If you were wondering Harry, Brook and I were in a taxi on our way back to the flats. Brook was asleep though. Why aren’t I in a car with Niall? Because they wanted to watch the ‘Big Game’ and quite frankly I’m too tired to stay up to watch it so us three decided to catch a different taxi that way we could sleep. But my conscience wouldn’t let me so I was wide awake in the end.

We got back to the flats finally. I helped Harry take the sleepy Brook into his room then said my goodnights. I sat in the lounge room waiting for Niall and the rest to come home, I looked on the clock it was 10:45 where the hell are they?

To: My Boy<3

Where are you Niall?

From: My Boy<3

Bab Iam on my wey c u son

Oh god his been drinking. Fuck me.

I didn’t bother responding to his horribly punctuated and grammered message so I placed my phone down and went to go cool off by having a shower.

As soon as I had finished in the shower it had some-what refreshed me and my memories but now am I suppose to speak to Niall?

I got out wrapped around the towel around me, I was blowdrying my hair and all of a sudden two arms clenched around my waist. I screamed so loud I think I woke the household up.

“Sh babe it-its me” niall said then grabbing my face and forcefully kissing me.

Not once have I ever seen him this drunk, ever.

“Niall your drunk” I said breaking the kiss.

“N-n-nope” he replied popping the p at the end.

“Ye-ye-yes” I said sarcastically.

I grabbed the door handle so I could exit to go get dressed and hoped Niall would have a shower to waken him from the state he was but once again I thought wrong. Niall’s hands grabbed me with a strong grip pulling me back to him, he slammed me in to the door while kissing me roughly. I didn’t refuse or push away I played along.

Things started to get steamy as he grabbed my bottom half then lift me happy carrying me to his bedroom; kissing and hair pulling was never stopped it was on going, he chucked me onto the bed making my towel slip down revealing some skin, I didn’t really care right now because this is what I wanted actually, him.

He started unbuttoning my shirt, I knew what was going to happen after this and there was no backing out now. But what about protection? He had none on but he still proceeded on not caring, it’s happening.

***

I woke up, my body was aching; arms, waist, my coco and even my lips. It must have been a wild night.

I looked to my left see a snoring….naked Niall.

Reminds me of everything that happen last night, great.

I got up chucking on some bike pants and one of Niall’s tees, since It was our first day back from the tour we could just relax and not have to get prepared for events.

As soon as I was about to walk out niall woke up

“Babe” he said smiling circling his hand into the empty spot on the bed where I had just left, I couldn’t refuse especially when he smiled at me the way he does.

I sat down but Niall then pulled me down hugging me and kissing my cheek softly. I was dreading what he wanted because I was hurting a lot but didn’t want to show him as he there would be a never endless apoligises ahead for me.

“I am sorry for lastnight” he whispered while curling my hair between his fingers.

“Honestly its fine I enjoyed it” I winked

“You know I ……..” he said pausing mid sentence.

“Unprotected?” I said looking him straight in his blue crystal eyes, oh how they made my knees fall weak everytime I stared into them.

“Well yeah I did it on purpose” he mumbled.

I am so confused so now he wants a kid or he just wanted to do that for the fun?

“Why?” I said confusingly.

“Because Harry told me everything that happened and then I got drunk because I was afraid you wouldn’t want me actually and that was my way of telling you I wanted you and I want a baby I know how stupid of me I regret it because we should’ve spoken but I was just ready right now” he said nervously.

“Niall I was so afraid I would never hear such a thing, I don’t care if that was the most stupidest thing but I was so scared to ask you about it because I thought you would think I was weird” I giggled then he joined.

“I want us to be a family Paige” he said before placing a kiss on my lips.