Demoralized

Rag doll

This morning I made sure to wake up on time. I managed to fix breakfast, wake Aliyah and get her ready for school and myself despite my aching muscles. Before Will woke up I sneaked off too school, I couldn't afford to run into him this morning.  As I rode my bike occasional groans left my lips and my chest felt heavy with every intake of breath.  Arriving to school I kept my head low and tried to avoid any "accidents."

"Well, well, well, look who we have here. Ugh! And it's still wearing those god awful rags."

"Their not rags, just because everyone doesn't own what you have doesn't make them beneath you."  I don't know what compelled me to speak knowing I couldn't handle what would happen next.  But, apparently queen slut found it amusing.

"HAAAHHHHAAHAHAHHAHAH!!! Om.g that, that was good."  Slut minions started laughing too and that's when I knew I was in deep shit. Chuckling dryly I started to slowly back away.

"Yeah... Glad I could make your day, but I-I really must go."

"Grab her!"  Fuck.  Next thing I know I'm being dragged by all four minions as queen slut smirks.  What's the most humiliating thing isn't that they're dragging me like a rag doll, or everyone in the hallway has stopped to laugh.  No the most embarrassing thing is that I'm not even trying to fight back, what's the point especially in my condition.
As soon as the bathroom door closes they lock it.

"You have a smart mouth. Hmmm, I think I'm going to have to fix that, what do you think girls?" I was so confused, usually they lock us in the bathroom, beat me a little, flush my head and were good to go. Suddenly, queen slut begin lifting her skirt and I slowly started to understand. I did not like where this was going, I always knew she and some of her minions were bi but, thought I was far too ugly to be attractive in the slightest.

"Erm... What are you doing, I'm flattered but I'm not attracted to females in the slightes." As soon as the last word left my lips I felt the palm meet my cheek before the sounds bounced off the walls.
"It doesn't matter what you like, your preference, turn on's, because your just a slave for my enjoyment." Then, I felt my hair roughly grabbed as I was dragged to her feet, my head pushed in front of her sex. However, before she could even remove her pink lace panties her phone ranged.

"Nikolai I'm kind of busy right now... Oh really whe- yes that's perfect. Ok, ok... YESSS that's why I love you baby! I can make that happen.... Alright on my way. Listen here bitch I have more important matters to plan so you will not be given the honor to lick my scrumptious pu.ssy today. But, don't think your off the hook, Jass and Sam are going to take real good care of you. Mwahhhh bitch." And then there were two.
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After getting slapped and dragged like a doll and pictures taken I was free to go, apparently they were hungry. Walking into class no one bothers to question why I'm late or even glance up. It's almost a routine I come in late with bruises or wet stinky hair and no one gives not one fuck. With a huff I drag my bag to my seat, furthest to the back of the class by the window. Scribbling notes I don't really pay attention to what the teacher says, just thinking about if I want a future. I mean I could end it now... I have time to think if I didn't end it what would I do. I'm a perfect A student despite all distractions, I have about $700 saved and the only person in the world who I love to the moon and back, Aliyah. But, what could I possibly have to look forward to; an abusive dad and a neglectful mother who allows it, teachers who turn their nose and act as if they didn't just see my head almost  bashed in. I just wa-
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Grabbing my books I take my Time, wanting to be the last one to leave.  Just like every other day I eat lunch outside by the big oak tree. It's best to avoid any further contact with anyone. Pulling out my half bitten pj sandwich I hum to myself while taking in the Scenery. Blue sky's, bright white sun, and luscious verdant grass for miles.  I truly love and can appreciate nature, it always calms me.
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"Well your home on time." And your not drunk.
"Listen I'm not going to be home for a couple of days. I-I ermm... Have business to take care of. But, when I get back I expect nothing less of a sparkling, squeaking,  clean house." With that he left, I was surprised he wasn't even buzzed, not in the slightest. Actually I had this weird, warm, tingly feeling traveling throughout my body. Giggling I curled my toes, rocking on the pads of my feet. I smiled, biting my bottom lip in recognition, this feeling I was feeling was... Happiness. If even for a moment my hell would freeze over. Of course I knew that his 'business trip' was just a chance to screws his boss, not like mom would or could stop him in the first place.
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Getting ready for bed I lie down think about how wonderful the afternoon and night has gone. Will has left for a week, mom actually acted like a mother and made dinner for Aaliyah and I. We talked, joked and laughed, I would've even said it looks like a normal functional family, if I was looking in from the outside.