The First Cut Is The Deepest

Chapter 1 - Part 2 {edited}

It was the weekend after our parents had died in the crash and Isabel was playing dolls with me. We had a tea party but Isabel refused to eat anything. I just thought she wasnt hungry. Me,being 10, didn't think anything of it. Until the day I saw her throwing up what little tea She had eaten into the toilet in the bathroom.

***Flashback

'I-I-Isabel?' I whispered. 'Kate. Kate? What are you doing?' Isabel stood up wiped her mouth and smiled. 'Are you sick?' I asked. 'Yeah little sis. I'm not feeling too good' She lifted me up to sit on her hip and carried me downstairs. 'Do you want some medicine?' I asked, squirming out of her grip and running to the cupboard with the medication in. 'No little bear. I'll be fine. Ill just take you to Jasmine and you two can watch lion king again okaii?'. I smiled to myself. Lion king was my favourite. 'Okaii big bear. I'll go get Jasmine'.

***End of flashback

'Jasmine? Jasmine!?'. She looked up to me with that same look in her eyes. 'It was your fault'. Oh again. Blaming me for Isabel's death. 'Come on baby. You know thats not true' Jake cooed into her ear whilst rocking her back and forth, trying to resume her calm demeanor. Jasmine's whole body seemed to be on autopilot as she wriggled out of Jake's strong grip as she lunged towards me screaming 'Your fault. Your fault' over and over. Then she burst into tears and collapsed into tears and landed back in Jake's arms. I felt my cheeks flush as I looked down at my broken sister. I grabbed my bag and keys and ran out the front door, ignoring Jake's begs for me to stay.