I feel so good and okay at the start,
then depression settles in,
overtaking my heart.
I want it to stop,
to come to an end,
but I just can't see through it,
it's wicked ways are intense.
Overpowering the little control that I have,
I try to push it away,
but instead I relapse.
Back into the void,
cold as ice,
freezing,
with any luck I'll not continue my breathing.
Will I ever be free of these ties that bind me,
or forever inside will I cry in this time freeze.
