Forever Mine (Jastin)✔️

Chapter 17

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Justin's POV

Sitting in the waiting hospital room with the twins sleeping in their car seat, the things that happened an hour ago flash in my mind. After I stabbed Jason in the arm, not knowing it's him, he passed out for the blood lost. I quickly called the ambulance to pick him up.

I still don't know why he did it, I don't even know what goes through his mind.

Was he trying to kill me?

Was this one of his pranks?

Was he trying to get rid of me?

Rubbing my face with my hands up and down trying to stay calm and think of the answers but nothing comes out of my brain right now.

Nothing is more scarier then getting killed by your own boyfriend.

"For Jason McCann?" I quickly shoot my eyes open looking at the doctor, quickly fixing myself walking over to him with the twins.

"That would be me." He smiles looking through the paper work.

"We got the knife out of his arm, but he had some blood loss. We had the AB+ blood so it's just going inside him." I sigh in relief, thanking god above.

"But he will have a scar on his arm," that made my heart break because I was the reason of it. "You can go see him. He's awake." I thank him leaving to Jason's room. I blow some air out trying look calm.

I slowly open the door seeing Jason's eyes closed, with the blood going inside of him. I felt like throwing up watching that.

"Why, Jason?" I question him putting the twins down on the ground. His eyes opened smiling looking at me.

"Let me-"

"No! Do you hate me? Did you wanted to kill me?" I sobbed rubbing my eyes.

"Babe-"

"Shut up! I fucking hate you! What were you thinking? What if I killed you there?" He rolls his eyes. "Fucking talk already!" I kick his bed crossing my arms showing my back to him.

"I did it to show you, you were brave and you could do it without my help." He softly said.

"You're insane," I face him looking at him.

He shrugs not caring, "you know I never take the easy way, I was tired of you calling yourself weak, useless and not brave. I kindly showed you, you're the exact opposite."

"You choked me," I rub my neck.

"Well duh, I couldn't give my cover away could I?" He laughs poking my stomach.

I take a step back not feeling his games anymore. "I gave you a scar, Jason! A fucking scar that will be there forever because of me!" I yell dropping on my knees crying my eyes out.

"Stop crying, it's no big deal. It's my own fault. Not yours, I would have hugged you right now but I'm kinda uh-"

"No, I need a minute." I cut him off, standing up going out of the room.

I always knew Jason was insane but this just crossed the line. I was almost trying to kill him. What if I really killed him? I couldn't live the rest of my life knowing I killed my own boyfriend.

I cry some more sitting on the ground letting everything out. I feel someone rub my shoulder quickly looking up seeing it's Jason.

I stand up," what are you doing out here? You need the blood." I whisper because of the crying my voice isn't coming out anymore.