You know that feeling when you're jealous of somebody? Well, I think I have a major problem. I tend to be very jealous of people who have artistic talent.
I guess my drawing is kind of average and I wish to aim better than where I am now. Jealousy over talent makes me feel kind of ugly for thinking thoughts like this. But I don't hate them, it's just a repeating question in my head. 'Why am I not as good as them?'
An example of this was that one of my classmates, she can draw professionally, her picture had to deal with an anime and it was very beautiful, I admit. For me though, I think it takes patience to be better than what I can do.
In conclusion, I think I'll be better at drawing in the future, I just have to wait and see what the future holds for me.
I really want to apologize to those people, but I'm actually scared to.
For people who have read this, thanks for reading. I just need to vent out my negative thoughts. I also apologize for making you're day gloomy!
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