When I was only eight years old, my life sucks. Why? My father didn't care for us. He didn't care for me. Evernight, I caught her sleeping with other girls while my mom is busy working in Stuttgart, Germany. I told that to my mom many times already but she didn't listen to me. She DON'T want to listen to me. She told me that she love my father that's why she don't want to left him. LOVE? GOD! That's the reason why I hate boys. Boys? They will not love you. They will just pull a trick on every other girls. If you believe their lies - consider yourself as stupid.
He also always have to come home late at night and TAKE NOTE : He's always drunk. I felt sorry for my mom. I'm sorry to say this. But my mom is stupid. She's so stupid to tolerate my dad like that. My mom don't care even if she knows that my dad is a PLAYFUL CASANOVA! My mom and my dad didn't care for me. The fact that they know about my heart condition. Yeah. I have a heart condition and that's the reason why I am staying in a hotel because I don't want to see my dad sleeping again with other girls. I don't hate him. I love him. Even though that he didn't care for me but, I do love him.
When I was 17 years old. One day, I asked my mom, my dad, my brother and other people that sorrounds me. How does it feel like to be in heaven?
Some people .told me that heaven is a paradise where angels fly around you and just amaze you with their majestic beauty.
My mom told me that heaven has unlimited sweets where you can eat everything you want without someone reprimanding you.
My dad told me that in heaven angels will guide and protect you, and that once you're there you'll be transformed as an angel as well.
My brother told me that in heaven I can fly. I think what he said amazes me the most.
I always wanted to fly, that's why maybe when he said it, heaven feels comforting and that it's ok to be there even if you are not with the one's you love.
My name is Cassandra Camille Anderson, I am seventeen years old........
And I'm dying. :-(
