The One That Got Away

Chapter 1

This is my first story ever so please ignore the errors and hope you like it :)

Amber's POV

"Hey...um...how are you?" I ask him as I don't know what to say after what happened.

"Good a-and you?" He says trying to smile but fails terribly. I feel so sick inside just to see him like this. I want to say 'I feel horrible for what happened please forgive me, we shouldn't have done that in the first place' but as I'm about to say those words...

"Good" Is all that comes out from my mouth. Come on Amber tell him how you really feel about him! Tell him that you feel terrible JUST TELL HIM. He's gonna leave you. My subconscious says to me but I ignore it.

I have to say something, just one thing to break this silence. Its killing me inside I can't stand it. I want to cry but I refuse to be weak. I try to find his eyes but they are locked on the floor not even looking up for a second.

"Harry say something please...I don't..."

"What do you want me to say Amber?! That I'm sorry? That's what you want me to say after what you did? I thought...never mind" He cuts me off by saying those words that only sink my heart even more.

"Tell me ple-..."

"I can't do this anymore...I have to go" He cuts me off again. Now he's leaving. Why is he doing this to me? He's only making it harder for me to apologize.

"Harry where are you going?" There's a crack in my voice. I tried to stay as calm as possible but my voice betrays me.

I tried keeping them in but I already feel my moist cheeks. Tears are running free and I can't stop them.

"I don't know" He says leaving me alone. As soon as he leaves I just want to scream at myself.

What are you doing Amber? Go behind him NOW! You are letting him do this to you? My subconscious annoys me. I know she's right but I can't I just have to give him time of this.

"The Story of My Life...I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm and time...is frozen." Seriously, why did I put that ring-tone? When I take my phone out I find the name Leah on the screen.

"Hey"

"Hi, how did it go?"

"Um I tell you later...Lets go eat somewhere I'll tell you there."

"Where are you?"

"At the park"

"Ok, there's an Applebee's down the street. Meet you there in 10."

"Ok bye" I don't know what I am going to say to her but I have to say something she's my best friend. I remind myself.

I always tell her everything except this. I can't tell her! What am I thinking? Harry is her boyfriend and it will ruin her completely. I can tell her that we still hate each other since that's what she thinks of us...right?

I'm going to have to lie to her again. I hate lying to her, it feels like she's going to catch me or something but she never does. At the drive to Applebee's I think of how I'm going to pull this of. She's gonna caught you, tell her the truth. Wow, today my subconscious is driving me crazy. I know she's right but I can't just tell her that I slept with her boyfriend and now I have feelings for him...can I?

10 minutes later

I arrive at Applebee's and don't see her car. I sigh of relief that I have time to come up with something. As I enter a nice woman is standing in the counter.