Jealous

Jealous 1

The world keep spinning around and around. It goes on and on. No one know when it will ended. How it will ended. Everybody keep doing what they wanted, what they feel like doing. 

"Noah."

I looked back at the voice and find my buddy Charlie waving at me from the cafe door that I've been sitting for hours. I waved back at him and waited for him to reach my booth. The best spot in this Latin cafe is always the booth which located in the corner and show you the busy road of the street. It always bring me inspiration when I need one.

"Hi Charlie." 

Charlie smiled at me and sit in front of me. "I heard you've been here for hours."

"Yeah. Need inspirations."

"Anything happen?" He asked concerned. Because the last thing I need is finding inspirations for hours and come out with nothing in the end.

"Nah, just need sometime away from the busy world." 

Charlie looking at me weirdly as if I come from another planet. "Noah, you really need to get used to crowd. You can't always go and hide somewhere where no one can find you."

I chuckle at his remarks, he always know that I like to be alone in quiet place. "You know me buddy."

"But you need to stop doing that buddy. Your life is different now than before."

"I know."

"You need to get used to this world."

"I know"

"Stop saying you know."

"Why? I know that I need to socialize more, I need to interact more. But I hate seeing fakers around. They are so fake that I feel like puking everytime I go in and out that studio."

Charlie sighed at my remark, he know how hard it will to get me to stay in our studio for longer than needed. Every time I will try to find a way to sneak around and leave that place as soon as recording is over. 

"Your concert will be ready in 4 months, you need to get thing straight before everything else. You'll be everywhere. Literally. What will you do when you are in front of thousands, hundreds, millions of your fans? Runaway?"

"Its different. When I perform and when I'm not, its always different."

Charlie shake his head as if he lost for words. I can stand performing for hours in front of crowded people yet I can't stand socializing for hours with 4-5 group of people in a small room. I just don't like the interaction. Charlie always find it annoying every time I reject to hang out with our friends. I mean, my real friend is only Charlie. The rest are nothing to me, they always been rude and mean towards each other. I know because I always pay attention towards around me. Even though I don't socialize much, but I can read people behavior.

"Joe need you back in studio." 

"Why? My work is done for today."

"He said he need you to meet the new songwriter."

"What? Why? I wrote my own song, I don't need songwriter. Joe knew that."

"He said this girl is brilliant and if you both can produce something together, it will be magical." Charlie laughed at my expression, he know how much I hate letting others to work on my songs. "His words, not mine. But I heard some of her songs, it really is magical. Possibly better than yours."

That give me enough curiosity. Charlie is always picky towards music. He can listen to every song and know which song is good and which song is crap. He is the best music producer and those awards he always received proof how good is his works. So far he always says my music is the best he ever listened, but this time there is someone that possibly better than me. That spark my curiosity. Who is this girl they talk so high about.