Jealous

Jealous 3

Vienna smile warmly at Charlie and nodded her head excitedly.

"Why not? I can always go with Noah if he like it."

"But, you sure you are allowed going with him just the two of you?" Charlie asked. This question of course make me thinking what did he mean by 'allowed?' who will not allowed her going out with me. This confused me a lot, does she have a boyfriend then? I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy inside me.

"Of course I am allowed, Charlie. I'm not a baby. I can go with whoever I want to."

Charlie shook her head and leave the room immidiately leaving just the two of us in awkward silence. Awkward for me because I'm thinking the possibility of her having a guy to hold and to kiss her everyday.

"Do you want me to go with you?" Vienna asked slowly. Trying to read my expression which I'm sure showing a huge disappoinment.

"Of course I want to. If you like."

She smiled at my response and proceed to sit beside me. "Well, that's confirm then. You can pick me up from my house. Will text you the address."

I nodded at her and continue strumming random key on my guitar. We always spend time like this. Me playing a guitar and her spacing out at something I wish I know what's on her mind.

"Look out the sky, look how they shine for you. And all the things you do." Vienna sang along to my tune. Her voice sounds so beautiful.

"Sometimes, I wish I can turn back time." She sighed and close her eyes as if reminiscing something beautiful.

"Why?"

"There were lots of stupid decisions I've made that made me want to change it."

"For example?"

I hear her answer as clear as the blue sky which send me to stop playing on my guitar. "Like my marriage."

Its like I was crash by a truck. I can hear my heart crushing inside me. "Marriage?"

"Yeah. Its not like its not a happy marriage. Its just sometimes I wish I took longer time to think it through." She explained without opening her eyes which I'm thankful because if she see me right now, she'll now that I found her statement very heartbreaking.

"You are married?" I asked hesitantly like I heard her wrong.

"Yeah, its been 6months now." she answer easily.

I didn't know what to say. All of sudden my heart is breaking into pieces. Now I know how much I like this girl. The girl that has been taken by other guy. The girl that I thought send by God just to safe me yet she was the one for someone else.

I took a pen from my bag and start writing a song. A song about how much this pain inside me. Never have I ever feel this way before. This feeling is intense that I just couldn't miss the chance to write it into a song.

Vienna finally open her eyes when she heard me writing on my notebook. She took a closer look at my notebook. I had no time to see her face because I was busy jotting all down. My ideas come rushing through my head.

For some people, heartbreak is a depression feeling. They couldn't eat, they couldn't do anything. For me, I need to express my feeling into a song. Before my feeling explode into my mouth. A melody stuck on my head.

I play the melody on my guitar while humming the right sentence into a song.

"Thats really good. Sad melody, but its good." Vienna commented.

"Thank you. You are my muse!" I smile at her even though it pain me now to see the face of someone else wife.

"We musician always find a weird timing for a new idea."

"Exactly!" I wrote down another lyric that fit into the music.

I can finish this song so fast. It may only took me 5 minutes. I can clearly see this song as the real heartbreaker song.

"I'll leave it to you then. Let me know if you need anything from me." Vienna messed my hair then she walked out from the studio.

I sighed when I finally finish the song.

"You were the one
Came into my life
Univited guest
You stole my heart
Like no one did before

I was finally happy
You were the one
Univited guest
This stolen heart
Feel finally right again

Then you crush it
Like it means nothing
You were someone else
You were someone else
I was the bystander
You were someone else
Your heart been taken
By someone else

You were the one
You are the right one
Univited guest
Yet your heart belongs to him
Mine left broken
Crushed on this cold floor
With no one else left behind

My univited guest
You were the one
The right one that belongs to someone else
Ohhh my univited guest
Queen of someone else kingdom

You were the one
Uninvited guest
You took my heart
Then let it crush on this cold floor

You were the one
My univited guest."

I finish singing the new song title 'Uninvited Guest'. Boss will be so happy I finally have a good enough song for my new album.