Untold

empty

She felt alone where ever she went, sure there were people that enjoyed her company and would call to see if she was up for some adventure but inside she still felt like there was something missing. Sitting in a cafeteria watching people with their friends, laughing and enjoying the moment, while she, with her laptop already on netflix and a sandwich in hand, couldn't help but envy them. She missed being apart of a group, apart of the laughter, apart of just something. She didn't bother trying to make friends with people in her classes even though some of the people that approached her seemed genuinely kind she didn't bother making a connection. She didn't see the point. Most of her day is filled with silence,  the only sounds is music that is blasting through her earphones or a professor giving a lecture. She only spoke whenever she felt that she needed to. Finding this kind of character out of her nature she couldn't feel anything except for loneliness, it scared her to think that this is how it will be from now on, no one else but her. Dreaming for someone to sweep her off her feet. 

Is it her fault?