enough.

zweiunddreißig

and is it tragically sad
that in order for me to
feel

that i must bleed?
that i must be crying my cold heart out?
that i must be holding my heart in order for the pain to lessen, even in the slightest?
that i must comfort myself with such ugly words?
that i must be drowning; swallowing mouthful after mouthful of that consists of such melancholy and self-loathing?

isn't tragically sad?

is it tragically sad?