A Rusty Girl

Chapter 1

Lets starts from the beginning, a clot is made up,everyone seems happy, Father is very excited so the mother, but at a moment of merriment someone speaks out loudly "Beti nahi honi chahye"
Someone's daughter, a women , A lady is yelling against the birth of daughter, it feels so ironic, isn't it?
but who cares!
Time flies and that clot gradually evolves and takes birth by aching badly to her mother who is deadly in terrible stage,
"She" puts a step on the man's world and her difficulties get started..
A queasy soul starts her journy where she have to face many restrictions.
She is valueless to everyone but her million dollars smile just makes the earth to quake..
She grows up, at a little stage she starts bearing the devil eyes and Prohibitions... without knowing that whats her crime she learned by childhood that she is a girl and she have no right to wish for anything because this is man's shity world and she have to be quite no matter what...!

one day while coming back from school she is followed by some vagabonds and she gets jitter and runs fast... if she had encouraged at home, she would have slapped them right there but she has already taught that she is a girl its her biggest mistake...
She was crying,screaming,shivering and speaking "Baba mjy Dar lagta ha "
Alas baba have ever called her "tu mera beta ha aur bety nahi darty"
but who cares..!
she enters in teenage..
she tries to find love but failed..
she tries a wrong path..
starts talking to a stranger..
she fall for him..
she obey him..
she falls in love with him deepest and even more..
Trusts him blindly..
But one day..
That Person proves her blind..
and leaves her by saying if you can talk to me now it means you can talk to anyone you can fall for anyone...
but who cares..
she was barely broken..
and what if she had not been broken, and her brother may caught her red handed..
she would be assassinated on the name of honor, isn't it,
she whispers.
"Why I am a Girl"
"But who cares"

it was an awesome weather, the winds were blowing and a silence like a mortal body.
when I decided text Hira.
Hey pretty can you please share the problem no#21 as I am unable to solve it on my own.
She replied rapidly, Dear I didn't solve it. may I share other problems to you and I replied no I have already done the other parts. But she was not really mean to share the finance problems.. Deep down she meant to share her life problems with me she was bearing merely.
Then she replied umm ok....
I could not manage any thing else but passed a smile.
She texted..
Qudsia sorroundings are very silence today.. Not ?
Something roused me..
Yes they are...
May be for the endorsement and mourn of Moharram and Martyrs of Karbala..
She replied Hmm...
I Jolted....
My mind worked like a fastest machine at once when I asked her
Is there alright?
She said yes ..
She at once said dear tell me what type of girl I am according to you..
I was not really expecting this question but I reached to the point she was worry about.
You are very very nice person and helping though.
I explained...
See, we are not that much close to each other.. like we are friends but not best friends , I mean we don't spent time together , your best friend can conclude it better that what kinda person are you... But you seem as a very nice exquisite personality, can you tell me what happened ? You can trust me.. because sharing is caring.
She was barely trying to jot out... !
I was able to understand the tears dripping down through her eyes when I told her a biggest incident of someon's life.