A Rusty Girl

Chapter 6

Tears!
Sometimes not ultimate solution of something. The more we cry the deep we pitch.
The Gems falls down..
Heart get shattered..
Anguish lingers on...
Individual wants to die...
Suicide!
Oh yes...
Why not suicide!
Everything will be in peace.. !
No worries of the world...
An imbecile giggles..
I found the exposition of fret...
No more argumentation...

She immersed under the debris of obstacles. There was not anyother option on which she could think except suicide. But then she came up with a thought...
My Younger Brother..
His Life..
Upbringing...
His career..
No Maha you are not doing good for him..
You are here to care him like mother. Becasue he have also lost his mother as you did.
No one is here to warm him with the warmest lap except you. He is a kid, totally immature. If you will loose patience then who will take care of him.
And then another thought!
My father..!
Who will become the right hand of him..
Maha only you..!
Sigh of releif.
Everytime she found herself loosing patience took her to tilting her head before the Almighty Allah..

She heard the verses ...!

But those who believe and work righteousness,- no burden do We place on any soul, but that which it can bear,- they will be Companions of the Garden, therein to dwell (for ever).

Surah Al-A'raf: 7 Ayah: 42

An eternal smile with some pearls that fell down and she got peace without suicide.

The room was knocked when she brought herself back.
Yes come in, she shouted.
Baba You!
Come sit here.
Baba was looking obnoxiously to her.
Maha, he spoke..
Yes Baba!
Maha tomorrow morning we have to go for Court Appeal, You know na?
Yes Baba I am ready, don't worry.
Baba Smiled and asked Maha what about Mani.
Is he ready and relaxed or not.
She said Baba I told him everything, please you take rest till tomorrow morning. Everything will be good Inshaa Allah..
She first time made an eye contact with her father to see the comfort in his eyes. He was actually comfortable, after years may be.
He stood up, kissed her forehead and advised her to sleep early and left the room.
She laid down on bed, turnoff the light and closed her eyes, she could not sleep because of those obnoxious thoughts still circulating in her mind.
Tomorrow, her life was going to be change totally. She have to take the biggest step by choosing either the Mother or the Father. Mother who was almost happy with the person she unliked ever since she brought senses. Father who were living alone and continuously trying to meet his childern but the ego of a women could not bring him to fruition.
After pondering over all these phenomenas, she brought herself to  the ramifications.
She prayed with pure heart and closed her eyes with fully preparation for the next morning.
Next morning, she had to claim each and everything of her life in court.
And She was faithful about everything because she knew that the Almighty's blessings are with her always and forever and nothing can defeat her except her emotions and she had to oversight them.

A little angel was relishing in dreams!