Huntingdon

Saturday, Oct 15th

16 days till Halloween...
My friends are coming over. My only friends Nikki, Jane and Ann. It is my last year next year I am going to a new school. Damn it is so hard for me to find Friends...

I am laying in my bed waiting.
I am waiting but I don't know for what. So I sit down at my table, look around searchimg for an answer to my question, but what is my question. What is the point of this... I remember the first day of school, I was six years old.. My mom was sick, we just moved to this new village... I have been here for a while now. My 3 friends are not that kind of you meet on the street. Nikki I met in school she was kind of my first friend here. Jane and Ann I met on a homeparty where I want with Nikki... It was I think a few years ago... I don't even know if they like me. What I know for sure is that they know that we have a lots of money. I usualy by like everything. They make me feel like I fit in. They are really nice.

Since I moved to Europe I am feeling lonely a lot. I had to learn german, find friends, get to know my new city, get to know the country!!

I am from the U.S. I was born in Texas but lived in Sant Monica, till I was 12, than we moved here... to a small town. A really small town, so small that everyone knows that we excist. Kind of creepy but good cause you know everyone too kind of.