Since I've met you. ~Shayne Topp x reader

Chapter 12| Decisions

Okay before I get in with the story, I've had a couple hateful comments. I know this story is crappy and rushed but please no rude comments, I'm trying my best with the story. Anyways to the story.
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What was I going to do, I loved both of the boys. I just had to accept the fact that I was going to have to choose between them. I love Mark, he's so perfect, his eyes, his smile, his laugh, his lips. He was sweet and I loved him. But Shayne is also all those things. I was so lost in my thoughts, when my phone buzzed.
S= Shayne, Y= You
S- Hey, you busy today? Was wondering if you wanted to hang.
Y- I don't exactly feel well today, but wish we could.
S- That's ok, just feel better so I won't have to worry about you😉
Y- Okay😄, Bye Shayne
S- Bye (y/n)
End of text convo
I lied to Shayne and basically cheated on him. Cheated on him with Mark, now both of them will hate me. Maybe that one girl was right, maybe I was a slut. (This is the story, this is not to you personally) I need to talk with both of them, but do I talk to them at the same time? That's the question I'm asking myself. I get of the couch and open the door, it was turning into fall outside. I grabbed a jacket, my beanie and phone and walked outside. I shut the door and walked to the park, maybe it will help me get my mind off of things.
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I get there and see children laughing and running around having fun. I smile to myself as I put my earbuds in a listen to music, I walk over to a bench and sit down. Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran, my smile slowly falls and I actually see things I haven't noticed before. How the leaves on the tree are turning a Orange red color and slowly break from the fragile branches. The birds cuddling in their nests together, and the lake, how the water glistens like a mirror. There are couples walking around hand in hand smiling and laughing. Seeing that made me think of the situation I was in, who will I choose?

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Hey guys, your probably thinking "CASEY I ThOUGHT yOu WeRe DEaD!!" Nope I'm alive, and I bet some of you were like "ugh, thought she was gone for good" I'm sorry guys I have been busy with a lot of crap, like homework, projects, umm family issues, 8th grade in general. So thank you guys for sticking with me and supporting me to update! Oh and thank you for 8K on this book! It's unbelievable! I love you guys so much, you do not realize how much you guys mean to me. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you guys and this book. Anyways thank you guys once again! Love you all! And comment below who you think (Y/n) should chose. Mark or Shayne? K Bai!!
~Casey
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