Aspen;
Tears started slipping down my eyes. I ran to the bathroom.
"Hey babe you okay?" Ethan asked through the door
"Yeah... just uh cramps..." I said back
"Oh oh, i'm sorry I'll let you be" he said, I could hear him laughing.
I can't believe Heather would do this to me. I'm afraid to go to school. I'm afraid to go outside. I'm afraid to go anywhere.
When I was done I got out of the bathroom wiping my eyes.
"You ready to go?" Ethan asked as he pecked my cheek
"Uh I don't know"
"But you agreed to go oh come on" he whined
"But I feel so weak and my cramps are just really bad" I faked whined
"Oh I'm so sorry that you feel that way" He said
"I'll go"
"Are you sure?" I asked
"Yeah" he said while scratching the back of his neck. He kissed my cheek and walked out of my room. I went on my phone and opened Instagram on my personal. I looked through the explorer page and I saw the hashtag
#Aspensahoe
My heart dropped. People were saying of how a slut I am for dating the twins. They called me other mean names like whore, bitch. Some people we like she's a lucky girl. People kept telling me to kill myself. Wow. Good thing I deleted my account and no one knows who I am or knows my personal.
I started to cry. I buried my face in the palms of my hands. I should've told Ethan everything. My phone buzzed it was my mom?
Mom💙: Why aren't you at school young lady?
Me: I'm on my period and the cramps hurt so bad
Mom💙: Aww sweetheart I'm so sorry
Me: It's fine mom I'll be okay
I closed imessage and laid back on my bed.
Ethan texted me. Than Grayson.
"Why are all these people talking about?" Ethan's message read
"What did you do know you slut...." Grayson's message read
I was going crazy I didn't know what to do. I went down to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. One slit for Grayson
Two slits for the hate
Three slits for Heather
Four slits for me being born
total of 10 slits.
I saw blood and my vision was getting blurry. My heart began to slow down. I collapsed to the ground dropping the knife onto the floor.
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poor girl :(
sorry for my mistakes
—— jay✨
