Chapter #1 Go Time
•-•BEES POV•-•
I took a deep breath and looked at myself in the mirror one last time. I was wearing black leggings and a maroon tee-shirt with black converse and my glasses on. My hair was curled and looking great. I was still super nervous about my looks because I was going to see Will at the cube house today and I just don't know how to act around him, normally we didn't record much together, so that made people think we weren't friends or something but it was mainly because I was so shy around him and everytime he would talk to me id just freeze and not know what to say. Most of the time i would blame my crappy aussie wifi or something but now that we are meeting in real life, well things will change. I continued thinking about Will when I heard sträub call my name. "COMING" I yelled back to him and grabbed my suitcase and ran out the door. "Here we go" I mumbled to myself as I walked out the door with straub "what's that?" He asked. "Nothing" I replied and we locked the house and left.
•-•STRAUBS POV•-•
We were just leaving and I swore I heard Bee say something. But she just acted like she didn't. Bee has been acting really weird for a long time. And I know why. She is inlove with Will she talks about it all the time. I try not to bring it up but well she does. I really hate it because I love bee so much but she loves Will, and even if she got over him she is still dating Gingy. I just want her to be happy and she doesn't want me.
•-•BEES POV•-•
I texted back and forth with Gingy, he was not coming with me. He has no idea about Will I don't want to lose Gingy. I do have some feelings for him but not as strong as my feelings for Will he continued to message me
"Alright I'll talk to you later babe! Call me when your plane lands? 😘 bye I love you!!" He texted me.
I just replied with a simple "yeah."
I didn't love him. But he didn't need to know that. I sat back and looked out the window as sträub drove us to the airport here we go.
•-•WILLS POV•-•
OUCHH! I moaned.
I looked at myself in the mirror as I took a knife and sliced my wrist. I stared at myself. What's wrong with me? Why am I not good enough? I asked.
Tears rolled down my eyes and my wrists were in so much pain from the cutting. I took a deep breath.
I wiped away my tears away and cleaned My wrists then when everything was all cleaned up I got ready with my bags and put on a baggy sweat shirt to cover my cuts. I looked at my phone too see many texts from Graser
"Hey will when yah leaving?"
"???"
"Hello?"
"Will??"
"You ok?"
"Will This is not funny answer me now!"
"Shit" I yelled out loud. See about a year ago graser found out about me cutting myself. I told him I haven't done it in months but I still do it every day. He just doesn't know. I don't want him to find out. He gets all worried and says I should get help. But I don't agree I need this. He doesn't get it. I just need to act normal around him, but honestly it's been so long I'm not quite sure what normal is anymore. So I replied back
"Yea leaving soon sorry my phone died! I'll see you later bud gotta run!"
I hope he doesn't get any thoughts or idea that I might be cutting again. I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door.
•-•GRASERS POV•-•
Will finally answered me. Thank god. He said his phone died. I hope that's the truth, I know Will says he doesn't cut anymore but you can never be to sure. I was about to get in my car when I got a call from Will. I picked it up immediately. I heard him mumbling "come on let's go" he said "what?" I answered it wasn't long before I realized he was talking to himself, he had but dialed me. I listed to him for a moment. "Ugh I look hideous" "I'm such a mess" "how could I ever think be- anyone would ever want me." "I'm so worthless" "I shoul- I got to go"
I hung up the phone. I broke my heart to hear that. Will was my best friend and I hated that he thought of himself like that. I don't like him more then just a friend but it doesn't take a genius to know that he's a loved and really good looking guy. I ask myself everyday why he thinks that way of himself when it's not true. I'm just really glad I get to see him in real life today I need to make sure he's okay.
**A FEW HOURS LATER WHEN EVERYONES GETTING OFF THERE PLANE (except bee and sträub)**
•-•BEES POV•-•
The plane was landing in about an hour straub was sleeping and I had nothing to do. I had messaged Gingy saying I was fine and the time was different over there so he had gone to sleep. I was glad to finally get off this plane soon but that meant I was going to see Will. Something I really didn't want to do. I am just planing on ignoring him as much as i can when we get there. I fell asleep for the rest of the plane ride
•-•WILLS POV•-•
I felt terrible, more then normal. I got off the plane and now have a killer headache and I felt like I was going to puke. I guess it was just the plane? I'm just glad to be getting off that thing finally. Graser had been messaging me telling me where to meet him. I was close to seeing him when I almost pasted out. I started falling the ground when I was helped up by someone. "Thanks" I said turning around to see graser.
•-•GRASERS POV•-•
There was definitely something wrong with Will. He almost fell down I had helped him up though. "WILL what's wrong" I asked after helping him. "Nothing" he said like always.
"Wanna grab some food" he said while walking away. As if nothing had just happened. I was done being ignored. I grabed him by his wrist and pulled him back and pulled up the sleeves of his shirt. I seen fresh bloody cuts all over his arms. I just stared at him. "Grase" he said "look I-" he was interrupted by him almost falling again. "Woah, are you ok?" "Uhh im f-" then he fell to the floor but this time didn't wake up. "WILL" I screamed but nothing "SOMEBODY HELP" I yelled he wasn't waking up
~ NOTE ~
Hey guys so sorry for not posting for so long I've just recently not been feeling like writing this but now I'm backi and I'm having a great time writing and I'm going tio be updating this to story a lot more so expect that. I honestly feel like starting chapter 2 now so that will be up if not tonight definitely tomorrow to stay tuned :D baiii ~Kara
