The Bus That Never Left

PROLOGUE

THE BUS THAT NEVER LEFT

A fanfic written by bweemeen ♥

PROLOGUE

You can never be so sure about someone's feelings. Yesterday, he was too sweet as if he produces honey on his own and today he was just as cold as something that has been kept in the freezer for some days, unable to freely speak of his love for you unlike what he mostly did back then (or maybe not, because there were some kinds of hesitation).

If only he did not flirt and did not play with your feelings, you should have never felt this way, like a shattering glass with pieces that have already been shattered and only waiting for the other pieces to fall down. It hurts especially when you've never had a chance to speak about your true feelings. But on the second thought, if I have spoken about what I felt (and am still feeling), could've the favor been returned? I think not, not even in my wildest dreams because I know for a fact that I was just a FRIEND. A kind of friend that he can talk to for hours to the point that I would even sacrifice my own sleep so that he can have someone to talk to. A kind of friend that would try to get along with his gags even if he got no jams. A friend that would still be here, waiting.. just in case he noticed that his bus left without me. Just in case he noticed that he started a new chapter of his life without giving me a role into it. Just in case he'd also love me the way I could give him my whole world. Just in case he noticed that I am still waiting for his bus to go back and pick me up so we can start a single journey together. These are all illusions made up by someone who loves someone who could never ever love him back. But yes, I will still be waiting until all the "waiting" can consume me. I HOPE HE'D NOTICE THAT HIS BUS LEFT ME