UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IN KERALA

   Some days are meant to enjoy in life. Now we gonna enjoy for a week it's an trip to kerala. A place where memories are made  new relations are born .

I used to be calm down to earth but now it's totally different. I guess this trip Gonna change  my lifestyle. Once I used to run over marks grades lol but now things have  changed life has shown an different path.

This day was an most memorable day in life I can say. It's time to pack up and boom. Thought of missing the train due to Traffic but atlast reached. The booking of seats has been fucked up anyways comfortable with my lovely frds. But missing one, eyes are  searching for someone special. I guess I am not close to her to make a call and  talk but after typing an big message using backspace much. Atlast sent an happy Journey message. Don't know  whether she had seen it or not but thinking about her the feeling was awesome. Train journey with friends it's an really wonderful moment in life which won't be coming again. Formed an Group played all games till we got  tired. My coach was far away frm her but still want to go and talk to her but it's not possible. I am like an decent Indian boy though she was like a modern silent girl too. It has been 12am still listening to dat old love melodies and thinking abut her made my day. Don't knw she cares or not but I do care. I may not be gud at flirting all types but gud at keeping things smooth. The feeling when u get if a person whom you think everything has been separated is the situation right now. Still remembering the day I met her first time. Her smile made me go crazy and her eyes cannot describe about that. I was totally drowning in her dreams. This was the first time an feeling where she was the only one in my mind. I guess this is called love. Dat moment the song playing in my ear phones was ishq Sufiyana Haha. Still checking her old messages which makes me smile a lot. The train Journey has come to an end now. It's time to change to busses which gonna take to the place. It's around 3am atlast seen her face after scanning around 100 faces. That moment after seeing her  felt like she was the most beautiful and gorgeous girl in my own world. She was simple and sweet. Thought of talking to her but I am an kind of person things about others what they gonna feel. The moment I went near her in dark night everything seems to be glowing. I closed my eyes, her  long smoky eyelashes nearly touching her  cheeks has caught my sight . I raised a hand towards her but she was busy in check in her luggage and  watched her  recoil slightly, later she was disappeared in that long lasting crowd. My sad eyes started finding her again and again. But couldn't make it and  journey started in a while with all cheering.

It's an long journey ahead to enjoy and make some good memories for life. The two JBL  speakers in the bus has been doing their part in making all warm up for the rocking performances and dances in bus. Every one are in their own world where some are thinking about their behalf and remaining were eagerly waiting to take an chance. Where I was just checking the reply from her which I sent at midnight. Sometimes all you need is patience and everything goes on its way.  After an long journey atlast reached the hotel where refreshments  are taken and later followed by sight seeing. That feeling when you  see the places of your  loved ones native is speechless cannot express.

The moment I got down from bus my eyes got  struck to her .  She looks  like angel struggling a lot  trying taking her luggage out . I wanna help her stand by her side but fate is playing an game with my life..  Look where we are at my friend gave an intro about the hotel ''BLACK FOREST'' as if we are in  an five star hotel. Yea it may not be an five star hotel but the climate scenery made it although. The hotel was surrounded by tall trees with fog covering the top and the other side there was an waterfall flowing down. It's an perfect place to chill out. Atlast we took a  luggage out we moved as an group. The hotel was down and we feared of skipping down as it was very steap down. I managed to reach the hotel entrance just waiting  there to see her come. She is an sweet Girl looks beautiful cannot change my site to see her. She is so simple Carrying only one luggage bag. At last she managed to come down to the entrance of the hotel. But didn't noticed me at all in that big crowd. It's time to divide into groups and Share the rooms as we are in large number. Each person from each group started fighting for taking the keys of the rooms. I just stayed in a corner  all long looking her. Atlast her friend got the  keys I guess and she managed taking the luggage downstairs. I was just waiting for my chance to get away from this crowd. Entered  the rooms at last after a big fight up there . The black forest was good with N number of rooms and floors. The weather is changing time to time which made us to feel as we are in perfect vacation to enjoy. One by one done their refreshments. As we gonna go out for visiting the Munar waterfalls nearby hotel. I was just waiting to see my angel atleast now let me take a chance to talk first. When it comes to talking she has her own theory no girl has, it's really different which made her unique from others. The theory is ''if u talk I will talk to you ''. Having Many friends but still I find her something  special. All went for having breakfast me still  in room thinking about her. How to impress her, how to talk to her. At last with out having breakfast again journey started towards black forest Munar. The hotel was below the ground level as we moved up with opposite to the force of  dynamics. Our legs feel the pain but the moment I saw her standing in the balcony of fourth floor. All pain has gone it's the best moment in life as if the weather felt Me in such a way. It's the magic of Munar I can just say. She looked beautiful in red shirt. It suits her. As my friends moving with great effort even I moved up   with them in a flow. Just said hi and bye to my heart anyway she's  not gonna see me and listen to my words. So the first day of trip begins we are at waterfalls. All were chearing some are taking  selfie where as some are having fun with theirs beloved people. Me just trying to figure out when she gonna come and join this all. Atlast after my long last waiting she came with her best nah close die hard friends. Some times I feel as if the fantastic four has been screened after seeing these girls boring. They are very close sometimes I feel like they are attached emotionally to one another. May be born to different mother but they are sisters gud friends lovable people. She has the best group of friends but unlucky I am not one of  them to share their happiness. Anyway she's their right infront of me. But I am still a stranger to her just may be an watsapp friend  who texts when she feels bore. Couldn't speak an word when she's infront  of me directly, but imagines a lot in room before meeting her. I just wanted to take an selfie with her. What can I expect from her nothing just an picture to make an memory. As she will be with her friends all the Time, I asked her friend for an picture instead of asking her directly. I just  scared if she say no to take a selfie so I don't want to get rejected. To my shock her friend said Wait here for few minutes let me take few pictures with my friends I am gonna come back. Hmm now I understood where I   stand in front of them. The small drops coming falling from sky remembered me that i was about to cry. Is this all  I wanted, why can't I be free like others. Anyway I asked her at last can we have an selfie just an selfie please girl. She gave an cute  expression for which I was mad all these days  and said yea sure but I look funny in pictures. It's the common dialog I am listening from her since I met her. Told thousand times you are beautiful but still gets the   same answer from her. Atlast she was in hurry missing her friends badly gave an funny pose to camera and left me. I fell like  I was the luckiest person in the world at that moment still I miss her presence. Just wanted her by side all the trip. Anyway took so many  group pics with my lovely friends. She was busy in taking  with her bunch of friends. Atlast we are done back to bus. I was just standing out looking her until she get inside. Atlast the horn made me to realize it's time to get in and move. The bus moved with great speed it's all I can hear is  cheering. All I was thinking is, this Is the  perfect trip to make some memories for lifetime. The bus moved up and up with turnings, everywhere I can look is greenery. The smell of tea makes us feel as we are in new world. It's Totally  an differnt world felt like srm university has done an good thing atleast they have taken us here. Then I remembered an bunch of students my friends struck mY mind saying that we have organized everything. Yeah they did an great job  I thought. After long turnings and climbing the hill we reached the hotel where we  gonna have lunch. All are hungry had their   food.  Me still looking her trying to figure out atleast once she gonna see me. But God is not on my side she's busy with her lovely friends. Atlast we moved to busses and back to the hotel. All are tired after long journey. But me searching and trying to  figure out where she was. I just want to talk to her for a minute atleast. But it wasn't possible. All are busy outside excited and happy it's time for campfire. There are people shouting and dancing. The music was loud played the new tracks of  mass beats. The management of black forest was busy in keeping fire. Some of my friend got the Mike, she started cheering and saying yay it's to come out and cheer up. I was just standing in third floor looking out then suddenly I found my angel stepping  out from My back. She loves dance basically she's an good dancer. I was just waiting for her performance. She was their near campfire and me in my balcony enjoying the cool breeze ,looking her. She tried  to teach  her notty friends some steps but it didn't worked out. It's a  perfect day I just want to dance with her.  I want to tell her dat I love her. But stayed in balcony looking at her with out blinking my eyes. Atlast the fire was over and all were in return to their rooms. Now it's time for dinner said the class  representatives.  The dinner was on the top with some open space not fully covered. The weather was flawless. It's the best place to live on. I was in an line with my friends waiting for my turn to keep my food. On my surprise she was right infront of me, her eyes were the best part I can say it talks a lot where she fails to. Oh God why to me its the only thing I question always. She's looking beautiful as usual. I guess she took some rice and chapati with gravy. Even I followed her with the same menu.  She was seated with her friends and me just opposite to her table. It was an great day I felt all were happy enjoyed tired and exhausted. I saw her leaving the place to her  room. The best thing  I can say Is still I can  see her room balcony. But no use by the time I saw them  lights are off may be she felt tired and slept. It's time for me to leave and take rest. Just with an hope to meet her tomorrow slept on the bed with out removing my shoes . Into dreams thinking about the fairy tales.