Nothing Is Real | Seokjin

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Would he do the same?

While these ideas were surrounding me, someone knocked on the door, I was going to wipe my tears but he entered before I could do it, it was Jin.

"Not because I left for a few days you can enter my room without permission" I said and he ignored it.

"Why were you crying?? Did something happen?? Are you okay?" He asked in a serious voice as he approached towards my bed

"No , I'm not okay Jin" I said as tears started falling like a river, he hugged me .

"Don't cry, I'm here, I'll always be with you" he said "if you want, you can tell me whats wrong"

"I'm not feeling good, I need something" I said

"What do you need?? Can I make it for you?" He said

"Yes, you can make it"

"What is it?" He said

"Kiss me.." I whispered, I looked at his pink lips and bite my lip, he got nervous.

"Now?" He asked

"Yes"

"What if someone sees us?" He said nervously .

"Go close the door" I said.

He closed the door quickly and returned to me.

"Do we have to do this??" He asked, it hurt my feeling that he doesn't want me.

"No we don't " I said that sadly and got up to leave the room.

Jin gripped my arm, I turned to see his face stuck to my face, his lips found their way to mine and we started kissing, accidentally we hit the edge of my bed and fell to it, He got on-top of me and continued the kiss, he finished his business with my mouth and moved to satisfy the other parts of my face, he kissed my chin, I couldn't bear his charm anymore, I pushed him next to me and got on top of him to kiss his forehead, his chin, his mouth tasted like the most expensive brand of wine, delicious and make you drunk, he gripped my waist which made me kiss him harder. The door opened, Mom and Seojun stood there, Jin didn't move, neither I did, I was afraid from Seojun but my love to Jin was stronger, only Jin manages to keep me strong.

"Sorry boys for interrupting, we'll be waiting for you downstairs" mom said and closed the door, from my place I could imagine Seojun's eyes filled of anger.

I got up and fixed my clothes, " we could've done better if they didn't interrupt us" Jin said shyly.

I placed a small kiss on his mouth and he pulled my hand and kissed it, just like I am a princess. "You're my queen, Sally, don't forget that" he said that and I blushed.

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We both went downstairs, Seojun looked at us, he approached and hugged me.

"How was your vacation? We missed you" Seojun said in an innocent way.

"Yeah it was good" I said.

"There is something I want to talk to you about" he said .

"I'm listening"

"Not here, in your room" he said and I looked at Jin, he didn't seem comfortable but I had to obey Seojun.

I walked in front of Seojun and he followed, I opened my door and sat on a chair, he locked the door, I started shaking, not again, I can't live with fear because of him.

"Why are you shaking darling?" He said that with a smirk, he approached and gripped my hair tightly.

"The deal was to only talk with Jin, what I saw didn't seem like talking, right?" He whispered

I stayed silent.

"I asked you, answer me bitch"

"I'm sorry Seojun" I said while I was shaking

"Not Seojun, use another word"

"Sorry ... honey" I said

"No, that's not the word" he said

"Sorry.... husband?" I said

He let my hair out and brushed it with his hand

"Good , whats the date?" He asked

"It's 1st/dec/2016" I said

"In the first day of the new year you'll finally be mine" he said as he looked at my body "I can't wait" he said and licked his lips, I felt disgusted from him, I don't know how I'll become his wife.

He finally left the room, I went to the bathroom and took a shower, I wished I could move Seojun from my life the way I moved dirt with water, Jin is like a good smell on my body that I don't want to disappear

I wrapped a towel around my body and got out of the bathroom, Jin was sitting on my bed, when he saw me he put his hands to cover his eyes "I'm sorry Sally, I was worried, I thought Seojun is still here because we didn't see him leaving the house" he said that and headed to the door, he hit the wall accidentally and fell to the ground, I helped him and he was still covering his eyes , I gripped his body and put him in the right way, he touched my thigh accidentally " Sorry sorry Sally" he said and finally left the room successfully

I smiled at how innocent he is, I wish I can see his smile forever, I wish I can taste his lips every morning, I wish he was my husband

I wore simple clothes and put on my best perfume, I put eyeliner and pink lipstick, I checked my picture in the mirror and started searching for Jin

I decided that I still have one month, I'm not gonna ruin it by thinking of Seojun, let the fun begin!!