His p.o.v
After her death i was feeling so guilty i didn't want her to die, i just felt pressured by her love and kindness.I mean guys love to feel, .. well love from others. i found out from her parents as they only messaged her close friends and family.
Her perfume still stuck against my pillow, when we first had love, God was that fun. I wish i did not leave , i just wanted space i did not want to break up and move away, it was my decision too, Florida sound so warm instead of lousy Canberra (Yes i know Canberra and Florida are miles away but lets say they are not), and it was, until i seen her death report in the news, i fell to the floor and cried, and did not stop, my mom thought i was going into a shock attack.
Trust me when things got serious,she got so comfortable, she almost was living with my family, i was with her every single second. I miss spending time with her. I miss when we laughed together. I miss cuddling and kissing her, i miss her. I don't wanna be without her, I don't want a broken heart, but i believe that's too late.
*The day of her funeral*
The day has finally come, I didn't even want her to do this, I didn't want to live, I just broke down, not even her parents were crying, I guess they already have dealt with this, as her brother killed himself as he had no purpose in this silly little , her brother was my best friend, i knew this only because i was actually trying to stop himself, but he was so caught up in the feeling of death, he was so caught up in the idea of not being around anyone, he stayed in his bedroom, never leaving, he never left not even for the toilet, not that i know of anyways.
That's not the point boy. You care about her. As night falls i go to her house as she always kept her window open. I climb up the vines, not caring if i get cuts and wounds on my palms. tears dropping to my cheek,as i get to window ledge the light jumps on and a girl wanders to the window and says "You need help?" I nod gratefully as she pulls my arms into the bright room and i fell into her arms.
she held me and whispered in my ear and said "don't cry everything will be fine, you just have to believe, baby" i pulled back, biting her ear and causing her to moan just the way Alicia did, god it was so seductive, i kiss her neck sucking gently, making her moan louder, i bite down and and cover her mouth with my hand and she sucks it hard, causing myself to suck delicate fine air into my lungs and i as i press my erection against her beautiful juicy ass, she turns around and and pulls down her panties and her t-shirt which has been covering her stunningly breasts and her nipples slowly teasing me. Gosh i need to get rid of these jeans. I push her onto the her big bed with some force.The bed has iron wrought pipes going up the wall, i undo my tie that i was still wearing from the funeral and suddenly i stopped kissing her and thought.Do i want to love this girl or Alicia. Fuck it she's dead she was just feelings they have stopped now, i have to let go now. i carry on kissing this girl, before her its just was me, my dick and porn hub.
I lead her to the bed and pull her top up higher,teasing her nipples with my lips and licking them. she moans and i mumble against her breasts "If you moan this go a lot of quicker than we both would expect okay?" I look up to her whilst i still have her nipple in my mouth and quivers. She pulls my hair and its my turn to moan, i twist her nipple in my mouth again, her mouth opening and i pull her nipple out of my mouth and sit up, i pull out of my jeans and my boxers in one move, she gasps as soon as she see's my dick, i smirk and say "Like what you see? You better since its going in you" I open her legs and plunge myself inside of her, she screams and i cover her mouth with mine,kissing her deeply, gosh she feels great holy fuck even better than Alicia. I push harder and faster, i can feel her shaking already jeez, i hold still to stop myself from coming,i start to thrust again harder than before and she shakes against my body, i push faster, and she comes loudly and i take claim of her orgasm and go into my own, "You're good, can i stay the night?" i pull out of her, and replace my boxers over my gentleman.
She nods and pulls up the blanket so i can sleep IN HER BED bare in mind, NEXT TO HER. God she felt so good in my arms, it was like a double of Alicia. "By the way I'm Alex" i whisper into her ear, she turns over and says "Im Anna, nice to meet you.. oh you just took my virginity as well, congrats bro" i look at her mouth-widened and grin.
AN/ Thank you for reading lovelies, i hope you enjoyed this part, peace out/