Liam P.O.V
5 minutes before departure, I can do this. Just breath in, breath out.
" Hey, are you oky? You look...pale." I can see the way his lips curve.
That son of a... oh he knows. Wow, such bloke. I bet he's going to make fun of me after this or maybe forever.
The pilot announced that we're about to fly up in the sky and we have to put on our seatbelts because MAYBE WE WILL FUCKING CRASH!
I tried to put on the belt but it was so hard sinc-
" Stop shaking, don't worry. " Zayn locked my seat belt and caressed my hand. I was surprised by the sudden move but I'm not complaining, no not at all .
When if felt the engine started I immediately grip his hand. He pushed my face into his shoulders, trying to find my happy place. I know I will regret this action later but fuck!
Okay, you might think im over reacting right now. I mean if I lived in New York I should be used to it by now. Hahahaha! No. This is also one of the reasons why I don't come home. When that old fucker called me and forced me to go back home. I had to let Giv ride the airplane with me. Yes, I spent my money on that. He knew I was scared of planes. Sometimes I would just grip his writs. Not hands since it's weird. I don't know why I'm doing thsi action to Zayn, fuck I don't know. I'm having anxiety right now, breath in breath ou- fuck this shit!
I hid my face in Zayns neck when I felt the plane moving up. He tensed but he didn't do anything.
" You could let go now, I could feel my blood not flowing anymore. " Zayn said after a few minutes. I didn't hesitate to let go, this is so embarrassing.
" Never knew a human could be this red. " I glared at him while he just chuckled. Yup, there goes my pride and my dignity. Bye bye.
I was about to say something whe suddenly a beautiful stewardess came to us. She smiled at me but then grinned playfully at Zayn. Bye bye Ego.
" Do you want anything sir? " She asked still grinning at Zayn.
" I don't really need anything, how about you? " Zayn turned to face me while I just kept glaring at her.
I don't know why actually.
Shut the fuck up Liam, you know exactly why. You are jellyfish,jellybeans and jealous.
" Oh no! I don't need anything. You, she's asking you if you want something. Am I right? " She laughed ackwardly while Zayn looked at me completely amused. Bitch.
" Are you guys togethe- Oh my! I'm so sorry I didn't know. " Just great. You really love me that much world? Really!?
I grumbled why Zayn just laugh. He ended up asking for water and a coffee for me.
" What's with the attitude Payne? " I looked at him with a confused look. It's weird hearing him say my family name. I know he said that the first time we met but it sounds so...mature, intimidating and definitely hot.
" N-nothing. " He smirked at me while I just glared at him.
" Really? " His smirk got bigger.
I just gave him the F sign and groan.
I hate this new Zayn, I miss the formal Zayn. I hate this one. Who laughs at my terrified face and who makes me feel so confused.
What's happening to me? Am I turning into....
No, just no. This is just a phase? Yeah a phase. I'm just intimidated by him that's all. When we first met I never realized that he has that dominant aura. Maybe it's because I was too being a cool ass dipshit before noticing it.
