Dear Luke, i.. dont even know how im gonna write this.. its hurting me much more than i already am hurt. Today i came in to see you and you were awake, the first time in awhile i've seen your beautiful blue eyes, you told me to get out. that i disgust you. and you would never date a guy. i was torn luke. you finshed telling me that shit and i left.. i was broken luke! how could you say that to me.. now about 5 hours ago i got a call from the hospital them telling me, you lost oxygen and they couldn't help you in time, and you died. I cant write no more.. my tears are ruining the paper and smuding the ink. i love you lucas.. i cant even end this letter with an xoxo ...
