Beyond the stars [Hunter x Hunter] (Killua fanfic)

[Ch.3] Why cry?

Gon's Pov]

As i lay down onto my bed staring up at my freshly white ceiling i sigh.

Knock knock.

From the knock on my door i sit up my arm holding me up." Come in!" I say loud enough for the person to come inside.

A small girl with familiar blue eyes as my best friend peeks it shyly." Gon-san...."she says as her dark hair brushes her pale skin. As she steps in more her frilly light blue night gowm and cute bunny slippers to match comes closer to me.

"Yes alluka?" I ask as i sit more more and make room for the young girl to sit. She sighs and sits next to me."i need to tell you something " she says as she sadly looks at my pictures that people took for me as we went on some adventures.

"What is it ?" I say in a soft tone so that she feels comfortable to talk to me." Its about my Onii-chan.....i...i think i know why hes like this " she says as she grips her night gown making it rinkle from her grip.

"Its ok alluka....you can tell me..." i say nodding letting her know she can speak." Onii-chan......has a broken heart..." she says as her hands began to shake. My eyes widened a bit from her words. " Do you mean like he loved someone and they broke it ?" I ask her wanting to know more.

She wipes her left eye to try and stop her tears. "Yes....but...thats not it all..." she says sniffling."go on....you can tell me.." i say

"Onii chan.....He....killed her..." she says brusting into tears. My eyes shot wide at the surprise.  Killua...

He killed the one her liked? What ?

After allukas break down she passed out on my lap. Sighing i pick her up bridal style and carry her back to her room and tucked her in.

When i close her door i look down the hall which was killuas room.

Killua's pov]

"Hey...." i say as i hold the glowing jar that lit my whole room a peach color. I ajust my head on my pillow and look down at the jar.

"What is it killua?"

"Have you ever fallen in love to the point it hurts ?" I ask as i bite my lip.

"No i havent if i did i dont remeber....i dont have any memories of my past only now "

"Is that so...." i say looking up at the ceiling with a sigh." Well it sucks.....love is only nice for a moment and before and after that its complete hell but....it always leaves a deep gash in your heart " i say gripping my shirt where my heart was. The memories were too much to handle.

"I take it that you have been in love?"

"Yeah.....about a year ago..." i say as my voice dials down a bit.

"Care to tell me what happened?"

"I guess....it started when alluka and it stayed at a hotel for awhile and alluka wanted me to take her to the park...."

[Flashback]

"Alluka dont run so fast you could trip!" I shouted as i catch up with my little sister. She goes to play on the slide and i take a seat on a bench not too far from alluka.

"Nice weather isnt it ?" Someone says and they sit next to me. I didnt look at the person and just said." Yeah i guess.."

"A-also i think your white hair goes great with your eyes!!" A girl says excitedly getting my attention. I turn my head to see an excited short blonde hair girl with green eyes that seemed my age.

I looked at her a bit shocked by her sudden outburst "um....thanks ?" I say a bit skeptical and go back to looking at a magazine i was reading.

"Whoa! There is a new type of choco bo coming out soon!!" The same girl shouts making me jolt and drop the magazine. I sigh annoyed.

"Cant you see i was reading that !!? Alone " i shouted at her. She looked at me frightened by my outburst and i sigh picking up the book.

"I guess...you can read with me..." i say leaning over to her a bit feeling bad of what i have done.

Alluka ane i would come to the park every other day and everytime we did i always saw the girl from last time.

"Im Yuriko whats your name?" She suddenly tells me one day if our third meeting. I rub my fluffy white hair and say "its....killua.." i say to her and she flashes me the most beautiful smile.

That day i felt my heart beat like crazy everytime she smiled even if it wasnt at me. At first i didnt know what i was feeling till alluka and yuriko's little brother spyed on us and later that day she teased me for liking her.

All that night i started to wonder if i really did love her. I did resarch by reading shojo manga and lots of romance movies. It help in some ways but not alot.

Everyday alluka and i would go to the park now just so that i can see yuriko. She always made me a flushed mess about the littest things she would say.

She was truly my light....

Brighter than gon's.....

One day alluka and i went to the park as usual but this time there was no site of yuriko and her little brother. The both of us waited for her to return but she never came.

A month goes by and every single day i went to that park waiting by the bench. My heart ached for her presence .

One my way home from the park i heard a loud voice calling for me. I looked around behind me only to see the one i longed for......

"Then what ?"

I put the jar back on my window seal and and turned away pulling the covers over my head. My heart just couldn't say what was gonna happen next."ill......ill tell you another time ok?" I say with a faint smile not realizing the wet substance going down my cheeks.

I miss her so much.....

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