Oooooooh, you guys are lucky! You guys get a new chapter! Lol, I'm dumb. But enjoy! Let me know what you think! Sorry if it's not good, I just wanted to give you guys a new chapter because I'm suppose to update today because it's Saturday where I live.. But, yeah.. Enjoy! :)
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The next morning Sammi was laying in her bed.. Replaying what happened last night in her head, over and over again.
She can't get over how amazing last night was.
Especially that kiss, it was just.. amazing.
She was catching feelings for Justin, but that kiss with Justin last night, just made her feelings get bigger.
The kiss felt so right too.
Like the world just stopped once Justin put his lips on hers and the only things that were happening at that moment was the kiss.
But, there was one thing in the back of her mind from last night that kept getting to her.
Well, remember when Sammi and Justin were on their way to dinner and Sammi was on Twitter? Yeah, well when she was on Twitter those girls from her old school were still making fun of her.. But she ignored it because she wanted to have a good time with Justin and not anything ruin it.. Well, when she got home last night, she went back on Twitter, and there was more hate, and it was from more people.
People she didn't know.
People who were Justin's fans.
And that hurt, because she thought that they would like her.
But some of them were telling her that she's ugly, that she needs to stay away from Justin because he'll never get with a girl as ugly as her, that Selena is prettier than Sammi will ever be.
And after reading all the rude comments, she went in her suit case, grabbed her razor, went in the bathroom and cut herself a few times.
Now, are you wondering how she did it because her and Justin share the same room? Well, she waited until Justin was into his deep sleep and she did it.. And now she's wearing a long sleeve shirt so no one will see.
But, that little voice in her head keeps telling her that she has to tell someone.
But she can't tell anyone on the bus.
But she does know who she can call who will understand and help her out.
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It was around 10 in the morning and Justin was just waking up, due to his alarm clock going off, showing that it was almost time to go to rehearsals, so he needed to get ready.
As he got his clothes for the day and went to go to the bathroom to shower and everything, he noticed Sammi wasn't in the bed.. She's usually still sleeping or at least laying there on her phone waiting for me to wake up.
Hmm, maybe she's in the kitchen eating or talking to Alfredo.
I'll figure out after I get out of the shower.
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15 minutes passed and Justin finally walked out of his room dressed in a white T-Shirt, black jeans, and a black pair of Supras.
He looked up from his phone as he walked into the kitchen and seen everybody sitting there talking, besides Sammi.
He tapped Fredo.
"Where's Sammi?"
"I don't know.. She came out like a half hour ago saying she had to go see someone and ran out the door before I could even ask anything." Fredo shrugged his shoulders.
Why would she just leave and not tell anyone, especially Fredo, where she's going?
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As Sammi approaced the park table, that was very famaliar, she sat down and looked at the person in front of her.
"Hey Sammi."
"Hey Demi."
They both greeted each other and hugged each other.
"So, what's the emergency?"
Sammi sighed and looked down and pulled up her sleeve a little bit.
Demi got confused and then looked down and gasped at what she was looking at.
"Sammi! Why?"
Sammi sighed again.. "Well it started last night.. Me and Justin were on our way to dinner because he was taking me out on a date.. The ride was like an hour long, so I pulled out my phone and went on Twitter.. I looked in my mentions and seen that the girls from my school back home were still picking on me, saying all this stuff.. I let it go because I didn't want it to ruin the date with Justin, I wanted to be in a good mood and have a good time with him, so I ignored all that.. And then when we got home from the date.. Justin was in the shower and I went back on Twitter and looked in my mentions and there were more rude comments, but not from the girls from my old school.. From Justin's fans, telling me I'm ugly, and Justin would never date a girl as ugly as me, and that Selena is way prettier.. And that hurt because I didn't think his fans would actually say that stuff.. I thought they would like me.. And so, after Justin was sound asleep, I went in my suitcase, grabbed my razor, went in the bathroom, locked the door and cut myself a few times.."
And once Sammi finished explaining that, she burst into tears.
She made a promise to Demi, Justin, and Alfredo that she would never cut again.. That she was done cutting.. And she broke her promise.
And that made her feel like shit.
She made a promise to the 3 people who care about her the most and she broke it.
She shouldn't have let Justin's fans get to her, but it was hard not to.
Sammi never had a good life, between her parents abusing her, to the kids at her old school always making fun of her, that she didn't know what else to do but believe all the mean things the girls would say to her and cut.
She never meant to break her promise, but she broke down last night and her razor was always there for her.
As Sammi was crying, Demi went over to her and hugged her.
"Shh, Sammi don't cry.. It was a mistake, you're still not fully recovered from cutting."
Sammi looked up at Demi.
"But Demi, I broke my promise to you, Justin, and Alfredo.. I promised you three that I wouldn't cut.. And I broke my promise to the three people who cared about me most."
And she was right, Demi did care about her a lot.. Even though Demi only met Sammi a few weeks ago, Demi cared about her.. Demi knows what Sammi's going through because Demi went through it too.. And Demi made a promise to herself right then and there, that she is gonna make Sammi to find herself, the actual self.. Where Sammi will think she's beautiful.. The side Sammi never knew she had.. And Demi is gonna make that happen.
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Ooooh, this chapter had a twist to it!
Let me know what you guys think!
