Oblivion (bastille/dan smith)

She's gone.

Hollie's pov:

"HOLLIE WAIT! HOLLIE!" i heard Matt's voice calling after me. i ignored him and kept on running. i don't know where i was going but i didn't care. I was too upset to care. i kept on running until i couldn't catch my breath. I collapsed onto the ground and buried my head in my hands. i didn't cry. Nothing. i just sat there. my mind blank.

"Hollie! Don't do that again! You know i cant run!" Matt collapsed next to me. I raised my head to look at him. Suddenly Matty grabbed me and pulled me into a deep hug. That's when i started to cry, not just normally. Hysterically. I couldn't help it, i soaked matt's tee with my tears. After a fe minutes of just lying there in matt's strong arms, i pulled away and smiled.

"Hey, he was a shit anyway, i don't need him, he was a waste of time!" I laughed trying to ignore the fact i was still in love with him. Matt frowned.

"Don't say that Hollie, he loves you, he does. He's drunk, we all make mistakes!" Matt sighed rubbing his forehead.

"But he kissed my best friend!" I shouted causing Matt to flinch.

"Hey, calm down! now come on, lets get you to mine and George's room, you can sleep there if you want. its cold out here!" Matt said pulling himself off the ground. i stood up soon after and followed matt back into the hotel.

We was walking through the corridor when Matt and i heard screaming and shouting.

"WHAT THE FUCK DAN! SHES MY GIRLFRIEND! WHY ARE YOU STICKING YOUR TONGUE DOWN HER THROAT! AND AS FOR YOU LAUREN I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER THAN THAT!" someone shouted, i guessed it was Kyle.

"OI KYLE! MATE, CALM DOWN!" Shouted another voice that sounded much like Woody's.

"I'M SORRY KYLE! BABY PLEASE! I LOVE YOU! KYLE DON'T GO!" Lauren shrieked.

"FUCK YOU ALL!" Kyle screamed before i heard the door slam. I sighed and followed matt until the others came into view. Lauren was on the floor crying her eyes out Adam and Ross comforting her. I looked at her in disgust. She was no longer my friend. childish i know but she deserved it. Dan was standing up leaning against the wall eyes closed and the others were just chatting awkwardly until George spotted me.

"Hollie, Matt, erm shall we go to our room?" He asked awkwardly, we nodded enthusiastically.

"Hollie i'm so-" Dan started.

"Forget it Dan! you're pathetic!" I sneered at Dan and walked into Matt and George's room.

George got out a pair of boxer short and a tee and gave them to me. Hugging me as he did so.

"Me and the lads are here for you okay! You're a cool girl Hollie, you don't need them. Now go get changed and we'll watch some movies?" George smiled sympathetically. i nodded and walked into the bathroom.

I got changed and looked in the mirror.

He kissed Lauren because shes better than you.

prettier.

slimmer

talented.

you're useless.

that's why he chose her.

just give up.

i tried to ignore the voices in my head and think of the positives.

I still have the 1975 and my friends back home and my mum. 

Oh mum. 

i wonder how she is?

I grabbed my phone and searched for her name and sent her a message.

Hey mum, 

orlando's great! How's chemo going? i cant wait to see you. sty strong and beat cancer's butt!

love you x

I sat on the toilet and waited for a reply. i got one almost instantly. i smiled and opened the text.

Hello Hollie,

It's your auntie Anne, i'm glad you're enjoying yourself. I'm sorry to maybe ruined your mood but somethings happened. I'm so sorry Hollie but mummy died last night. In her sleep. the last thing she said before she fell to sleep was "I hope Dan and her are having fun!" She was always thinking about you first.

I'm so sorry Hollie, i hope you can still enjoy the rest of your holiday.

love you,

Anne x

My phone dropped to the floor as i did too,

my mum was gone.

Forever.

SORRY IT'S SO LATE.

AND SORRY IT'S SAD! 

A NEW CHARACTER WILL BE COMING IN SOON ALSO!

LOVE YOU