Why can't I leave him

One

I can remember like it was yesterday. I was a newbie Freshman and was  taking Earth and Space science. I was just a shy girl with little friends, reason being was my parents. They never let me do anything unless I'm just being quite and my grades are good. It was the first day of school when I met him. He was tan skin and caramel brown eyes and short black hair with a blue hoodie on and black jeans. I knew right there he was a cold person, but I knew he was human too. I however was wearing my white-sleeve dress and black three inch heels. My hair too was black and my eyes blue.

As it got later that day I had another class with him. Aerospace science. He was my partner for the first project and that was...
"Do a presentation about how airplanes use the machinery and mapping skills. Also along with that, figure out how the plane flys. Are you kidding me?" I said dumbfounded.
"Could be worse." He said.
"Angelo, right?"
"Please, call me Angel. And you're Ashley." Angel says looking down at the textbook. I giggled a bit, but hid it with a cough.
"Wanna hang during lunch?"
"Sorry I can't, I got to meet a few friends. Tomorrow?"
"That's great!" I said smiling.
"Keep smiling."
"What?"
"Keep smiling, you look pretty when you do." He walked away waving. Yes even I had to admit it, but when you say something like that and smile waving to me. It makes me feel normal and great.

It was lunch and I was listening to
P!nk, Blow me (one last kiss) and it was how the song got it's title and why she did it. I grabbed my lunch and met my friends that I would expect to see around a computer and laughter came from the blonde idiot.
"Yo idiot, where's my hug?" I said in Japanese.
"Don't worry don't worry. Don't get your panties in a twist." He said back getting up and hugging me.
We got caught up with one another and had our laughs and everything else. We where still sad though. Our other friend moved to the States. Mackenzie was the best bitch at all, except me of course, I win in the end.
"I hate the military...why do they always move everywhere." The blond idiot, Jacob said looking depressed.

Later after that, I couldn't just help myself to smile when I saw him getting on the bus. So now let me tell you the story of how even the littlest of light, can be consumed by darkness.

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I don't understand this...why...why...why why why why why! I mentally slapped myself. I was the stupidest person ever to go to the movies with him alone. I was blushing madly every time he touched me, every time I got cold so he gave me his jacket, and when I got chilly I would hug his arm and just lie on it sighing. He works chuckle from time to time just seeing me like this.
"Fuck you and Fuck off." I said in Japanese.
"I'm not gay." He replied.
I was shocked that he knew it. He nodded like he knew my answer. It was sophomore year, and we went on our first date. That was three weeks earlier, before our first kiss.
It was about our sixth date and I was thinking we would do Japanese and it was his turn to pay. He knew this of course and he just playfully gave me the second grade stink face. I giggled at him and we just went on with or dates and school work. I loved him forever. Then his father went over the line. He abused his Angel just for having one bad grade and it was a 69. He went to the behavioral health abs got his dad arrested. He got in trouble with his mother and that she only talks to him unless it's about school or other important stuff. He was so pissed and depressed all the time, he only faked it all. And I did the most stupidest thing ever. I became his therapy. Every time he got angry, I would let him draw on me and do other things. I knew this was stupid, but only I can help. And he just didn't leave me after. He stayed told me sorry, and helped me get recovered from bruised body parts and help me get the makings off. He's sweet and sexy, kinda like Jacob Black from Twilight. In my opinion, I would pick the sexy werewolf.

It was how it began. It was a perfect routine, but one flaw, it happened randomly at times, so it was hard at lunch. It was perfect though. It happened once a week, to once every two weeks and less less it was. He was almost restored, but his father got a vist, and that didn't work out so well. Even I couldn't stop the yelling. For our anniversary, we went to a movie like our first date. I got the same stuff as last time and we went in. As we went in it was like our old selves again. I was proud of him for relaxing and doing such a good time. Then it was the day we did sex. And it was amazing. Like I enjoyed it because he listened. I did get dirty on the beginning party, but towards the end, that's where you would love being me. I got so wrecked, it felt like I was teared in two. I enjoyed of being able to finally enjoy life. I got wasted a month later and had sex again with him. And it wasn't as fun. Reason being, you didn't have to have basically go through pain. I was a mess when I woke up so...perfect, great. Just how you sleep on this. It's a great way for a relationship to grow, by having sex I meant, but also we keep finding out new things about each other. But after the summer of a sophomore year to junior year... Let's say the old Angel came back. I was back to being his therapy and I still am, and it sucks. He swears now when he hits.

It's getting bigger and bigger, he keeps saying that it's his parents causing it, but I feel like it's more. He's the most trustworthy man at this school and his parents say he's not, but that's at home and doesn't care about his parents if they just keep bugging him and other things. I tell myself that I wish for it to work and tomorrow with be a new day...but once you wake up, you can't help him. He met my parents, and boy they love him. To my dad, he's like a respected young man and has honor. He was wrong when he said he was raised right. When Angel left, I told my parents about his parents. They where shocked and where mouth gaping gasping. My mother basically needed a bottle of tequila. No she's not an alcoholic. She just holds off for big stuff and I guess that's one of them. I kinda laughed at my dad's expression, his eyebrows where crunched up and raised along with a weird mouth side kiss shaped and his nose wad kinda croaked, so it was a show. I went to bed that night relieved and so glad that it was over and I know more was gonna happen. It was going to be hell for a long time and I needed to get ready for that.
This is going to suck and I'll not go down sound in this type of need.

That day at school after that...it was hell and I was ready for it, but a few things. But that's not what's stopping me. It's Angel...I feel as if he's just going crazier and crazier. I really need to be careful for now. A lot careful. I went to our usual spot if he needed me. I went and there he was just sitting there and looking like he's about to cry. I hide behind the wall over to the left and I finally see him bawl his tears out, insulating himself and his parents. He wished for a different way and not this, but wishes for me to stay with him. Then the most shocking thing happened.

He got on his knees and started sobbing uncontrollably. He then started yelling at the sky and I heard great things about me. And how sorry he is for doing it and how he wishes to make it up to me and many other things. I started crying too and I ran over to him and hug tackled him on to the ground.
"You son of a bitch...why are you saying these things to no one! Do you make me worried sick about you! God... Why can't you just say these things and not let me cry about it!" I was shouting and crying at the same time. He stopped crying and looked at me. He just looked at me. No. Stared at me in surprise and just kept doing nothing. I was crying so hard and sobbing it hurt me so much. God, even my heart was hurting so much.

Before I knew it, I felt a pair of lips on my lips and I was shocked and my eyes where wide open. I closed them and kissed back.
"Okay stop. I hate tear kissing or whatever you wanna call it. It's just so weird and not romantic." He said looking and me and putting his temple to mine.
"God, you're so stupid Angel. I feel like you switch personalities ever time you do this. What do you say for now on we could go to a movie and to a night club if you're that pissed and you need help. Be like P!nk, remember how she got Blow Me?" I heard him chuckle.
"You're sucker for movies and dancing. I seriously know what to get you for you're birthday and Christmas."
"What?"
"A bunch of movies with a cheesy love story or... Maybe whatever I find. Next thing I do find just happens to be a cheap trill."
"Haha Mr. Cheapo. Go suck a dick."
"That's why I have you."
"Fuck you."
"No I rather fuck you."
"God... I'm done with you." I finally get up from on top of him and pull him up. He laughed while I struggled to pull him up. He's been working out and I've been doing healing. I swear when we get married I'm going to get my revenge. He hates cooking. So late night shifts at work haha. He turned me around and kissed me with so much affection I was melting into the kiss. It was like I was walking on air. I'm singing at the wedding hehe. He loves my voice. I was then able to breathe and we walked back to school and went to class. We were going to skip last period for more time at the coffee shop. Because, a special gift was there and the best thing ever happened. That's where we first kissed and the best thing ever. How Jacob got his own sexy werewolf. Okay not a real werewolf and he's not hairy. But the guy was sexy. He had abs, nice short hair that was black and good muscles. Yes, Angel did have abs. But not big enough muscle. I could also tell he had a big dick, based on how Jacob gets to sit on his lap and every time I see Jacob get off, I see an outline in his boyfriend's jeans that was at least 9+ inches. I basically fainted, but Jacob has abs, but no muscle. All four of us are getting our tattoos after school and the coffee shop. It's going to be a fun day for the four of us. Reason being is that Jacob is going to do the stupidest thing ever. Taking vodka mixed with tequila...