Apparently im not a lovatic?[Rant]

1.4K 34 2
                                    

So, apparently i a not a ''proper''  lovatic.Why?Cause i don't have ANY of Demi's Cd.

Well actualy the people who think they are ''proper'' lovatics are the people who ahve her cds and know about her.Like just her cds they know her name and crap they say ''Hey im a lovatic.''

Sorry there will be alot of swearing during this.

So hey i am the girl who is writing this i am a lovatic.Why?!

Demi means so much to me she saved me from myself there is alot people don't know about me like i have self harmed for 3 years,i hate my weight, i have sligt anxiety and glossophobia.There's ore but ya know.

She means so much to e she basicaly inspired me and my best friend.My best friend okay she is always getting called whale elephant ect.Btch please.She may be chubby ill take that she's not the thinnest of people but shes kind strong hearted and beautifull.When i introduced her to Demi she said''That'll be me and the people who hurt me.They'll regret it.

''

That ade me love Dei so much more.Okay i also dont have any posters of her but i take my time to print photos to put up on my wall why?I don't live in a english country=No agazines for the lovely posters.

I don't have her CDS because we are not richest people around/Tho You have all her cds?Oh great i know the lyrics to most of her songs what about you?Fuck if i had enough time i memorise all her line in SWAC.Yea yu don;t k now what the fuck SWAC is.Oh go find out.

She means so much to me.Oh i forgot to write lovatic and all that in october on my wrist and shit.I forgot.People forget things.I even sent her a message saying i was sorry because well ya know even thought she may not see it or would have known about all that shit.

Oh so you met her /Oh that's great yea yea.I havn't oh why you ask?She has not come t my country yet and if she did i would take my lifes money for vip tickets just to meet her and say thank you.What did you say to her?Hi may i have a photo''Most probably.

I love Demi i mean wow.I dont have a fanpage for her on twitter but look at this.Im making fanfiction about her . Oh and guess what?I Can be in other fandoms so shut yo faces.

If  just if i could say a word to her it would be thanks.Like i said,she saved me,

I realized their is a load of shit in here i have not told my best friend.Sigh.She does not know ive been self harming so if she finds this ill be well ebarrassed.I don't like swearing ut this was stuck in my head for months and now i will not forgive myself caus ei swore.

Well thats it.

Sorry i needed to do this.Bye.

Save me|GirlXGirl|Demi Lovato Fanfiction/rewritingWhere stories live. Discover now