Promise

Stop

"He was flow me."I said, Kaito didn't say anything, like he already get it."YOU...BELIEVE ME?", I ask him, I can't believed that he actually know something about it."Yes...Maybe or not, because I have same past like you... Actually, in our family, everyone have their own past... Like that..."He said, like he was already know."Bu..but why I didn't? Why? you only older than me 1 years old!"I almost cry, that's why, dad didn't have new lover and I didn't seen my mom before..."Actually, dad have same past with mom like you and Shiro, expat, dad leave mom alone...""Than... what about me...?"I think, 1 years ago, I leave Shiro alone...In the cold icy water..."No! That't not what suppose to happen! No...no..."I don't know what I'm doing and what to do next... My head are blank...

"Hold on, Yuki, you are not same.""How?!""Because...mom ask dad for help...When she dead... You are..."He stop saying,"Say it! O...ok, I got it...", I try to make my heart beat slower, but I can't. "When dad see mom was in the water, he run away, if dad go help, mom will alive..."

"Tell me... that's not the trues..."

"Please!"I yawed, that's the answer for, that's the answer for where is my mom!! That's the answer for the question that bother me 14 years...

"I don't go to school tomorrow...Please leave my room...Please!!!!!"

"Time...Stop walking... Can you?"

"I want to back to one hours ago, don't let him say the trues... Can I?..."

"I...Don't want to stay anymore..."

Let me realized...

FOREVER...

I walk out my room, take my stuff, and ope the door, walk into the night. I don't know where I'm going, but my brain was very clear with what I'm doing..."Sorry, Kaito, sorry, dad..."I'm gone, take care yourself. Now...I'm start thinking going to Shiro's house... This way I wll never forget it, because I walk 6 years...But...should I really think going to? Maybe...He need someone to clean room for him, he is lazy...

"Ding."I got here, yes I'm coming. I hear a bell ring from inside of his house,"Hello?Anyone there?"I ask to the inside,"Guest?"An old lady's voice is been heard, is Shiro's mom."Hi,"I said, "Did you remember me? I'm Yuki, We meet at park before remember? We talk a lots."I said to the old lady,"Oh, Yah, remember remember, did Shiro come with you together?"She ask, I don't know how to answer it, but I still know is not the times to say the trues."He is busy, so I was coming."I said, hope that is a good excuse. "Oh, that's good, that's good..."Old lady said with a sadly voice, I want to cry but I can't, so I just leave.

"Yuki! Wait! Do you want to stay with me one night? I'm actually is lonely...""Yes! I can."I said, sometimes, I feel, she is like my mother.