Why I am so suicidal and depressed rn
I am making the lowest grades...of my whole college class
I ask my parents: Why am I doing so bad?! I do the same work and things as everyone else
They go on and on how I am not working hard enough
Bitch! I work hours on school work!
Then I hear after taking a shower them talking about my new job
My dad says that I will hop job to job and THEN about my carrier choice
Ughhhh
I just can't take it man
I hate my family so bad
Also I am not a Christian like my whole family
SO they literally force me to say I am
I dont believe in what they do!
I have to go to church and do the motions for a Christian life
Ughhh
Its just
Ughhh
Its my life
I do what I want
I be what I want
