Broken Part 1

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I cried in the toilet, I used too many tissues as I hear footsteps coming closer, "Jade, I'm sorry I shouldn't never had mentioned the plan thingies. Please come out" she begged me.
I came out of the toilet stall. I hugged her as she hugged me back. We went back to the class "MATH, OH NO WE MUST GET CANDY!"
I shouted panicking. In math we sit in groups, the one who can arrange the tables and books
books before Mrs. Jenny came we can get candies. And guess what? Angel's group is right behind Ben's THEY ARE LIKE ONE STEP AWAY! And they always check on each other.
As always every time I felt broken I drew a broken heart on my hand.
Leila and I ran to the class really fast shouting CANDYYYYYY!!!!!!" and we were late. Everyone stared at us awkwardly. And we sat on our table. Ben stared at me and stared back at Angel who is staring at him for hours.
I felt broken again. I tried to forget it so I focused on the math lesson.
1 hour later.
Math was done and it was (E.L.F) English Language Foundation. It was in groups again!! And the worst thing is ANGEL IS IN BEN'S GROUP AND THEY HANG OUT A LOT! Once again, my heart got even more broken then before. They even hold their hands. And Ben played with Angel's beautiful hair. Reasons why Ben liked Angel and why he doesn't like me:  Angel has white skin and no pimples and straight neat short black hair and it's even shiny
I have long curly brown messy hair, Brown skin and pimples on my face.
Angel is fancy and trendy
I am a geek and I don't have nice stuff like her
Angel is really good at drawing as Ben wanted her to draw cute stuff for him
My drawings are almost like her but it's ugly
She is popular by her talent
I'm un-popular loser
Angel is flirtatious
And I'm a funny crazy girl plus ugly.
Angel is skinnier then me
Those are a lot of reasons why Ben likes Angel a lot more than me. I got more broken and feeling weak. E.L.F was over, "I'm inviting Leila, you and Angel to a swimming party"
Ben came to me. I nodded as he went away. I was happy half sad. Happy because he invited me and Leila for a swim but sad because Angel is invited. My hear became more broken. It was lunch, Leila and I went to the lunch hall and sat on our favorite spot as Angel sat next to Ben. My heart became MORE broken I wanted to LEAVE THIS PLACE!! Ugh
It was an awkward silence as I ate with my tears falling down my cheeks Ben looked at me, he knows I was crying but he doesn't care.
"You always cry ur cranky! Haha" Ben said bullying me. My heart was broken I wanted to die. I can't stand it anymore as I ran in the bathroom not coming out. Leila ran to me and begged for me to come out but I was a fool "no! Leave me alone!" I yelled at her as she walked away with a sigh.  Lunch was over and I was late for social studies. Ben, Angel and I are separated class for Social Studies.
When the teacher was explaining she was drawing something. After then just came to her to see what she was drawing. She drew Ben, "nice..." I said to her sarcastically and lowered my eyes. After Social Studies Angel ran out of the class and gave the drawing to
Ben and he was pretty sure impressed at it.
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So that's it guys sorry for the grammar and spelling errors  and if the chapter is short Stay Tuned with the next chapter !
It will be interesting.
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