* Grell's pov*
I tipped in my seat. William abruptly opened my door causing me to tumble to the ground.
"Packet." He mouthed pushing up his glasses." Oh oh yes," I handed him a half finished assignment.He scoffed then left.
My head still hurt from the fall. I opened a drawer and pulled out my "Deadly safety scissors" and "to-die-list".I got up and stretched. Walking to the door I thought about what he had said.
How could he have ignored me. Then tell me that I-I uh...can't do anything.
☆time is skipped ☆
After a week of this I can't handle my mind at the moment. I can't sleep.
I drew myself a bath at home. I undressed and stepped in. The scolding hot water didn't bother me. I washed until my hair was silky. I wrung out my hair. Again my legs felt like rubber.Black.
"Daddy let us play hide and seek" a young child with curly hair said.I snuck up on her and twirled her about in the air.
Laughing I walked over to William in the door way.
I pressed my lips to his.my forehead rested on his ."I have something to tell you" he fluttered."Yes" I pressed. " I am going to have another baby." The smile he wore was apparent. "Dahlia" I called horror seeped in. We look every where.Then, Undertaker ran up to the sidewalk with the frail child."you don't wanna have to get her fit for one of my coffins now do we,hehehe." . A sigh of relief escaped my lips.
I put the child to bed and me and William followed. The next day I came home to see fire.
I awoke in a cold sweat the bath tub was now empty. I got out shaking, I dried off and brushed my hair.I then fell asleep of my free will and had no horrifying dreams.
The next day at work I was more skittish than normal. I chose to take a walk to get that dream off my mind. I ended up in the zen garden at the manner. "What are you doing here,the young lord has company." Sebastian said gesturing to the queer party of Ciel and Elizabeth. Frankly Ciel looks like he would rather die. Elizabeth started describing what there wedding would look like. If I'm honest I've thought about it too. Me in a nice crimson dress and him in a blood colored tux.What could be better than that except red velvet cake to go with it.
"And I should be in a lovely dress". Elizabeth said skipping around picking flowers." Go before she sees you!" Sebastian rushed. I hid behind a tree as she approached the demon butler." See who?" She questioned. "No one m'lady" Sebastian saved us both.
I stared walking home. The dream replayed in my head "I will fight" I stated to sing "and i'll sleep when I die" again skipping lines.
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Hey so the song I'm Alive is like super good.If there is any thing you wanna talk about comment okay,ok .as always eat more BLACK PEPPER!☆
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FanfictionThis is a black butler fan fiction with most characters from the show but mainly focused on back story and ships maybe some BLACK PEPPER! ☆ P.s. Contains self harm
