☆Try to be good☆

The real war

(Warning contains a small portion of self harm and a cute couple！) ＼(^o^)／                     
                       *Grell's pov*

William had over time but it was my vacation time so I choose to stay at Williams.

One day I was outside picking blood colored roses for the table when I heard a noise from inside the house. Hoping it was William who had gotten home I rushed inside. No one was there.

I set down the roses and went to the kitchen to see Undertaker. "Mornin' dear" he caught me by the chin before I could look away from his fire green eyes."If ye don't love me en I shall tell ye this William don't love ye back." I gave him a frown." O ye really fink he is gonna forget his' wife so easily?" He drew out the word wife so it made a stronger impact."If ye don't wanna hear any mor then Ill leav'." I nodded for him to leave . The white door slammed assuring  he was gone.

I sat at the table and used my "Deadly safety scissors" to trim the stems. Looking at the blade I thought of what he had said. Maybe its true,maybe he still wished his wife was still here. If I expected something so perfect I would be disappointed too.

I fell asleep on the couch.

☆small nightmare ☆
"How could I love someone like you?" William spat.
His wife appeared next to him then his daughter and son. They all joined hands and walked towards the light.
" oh and Grell I hate you, always have."   
☆woke up☆
My eyes busted open I was in a cold sweat. Still not fully awake,I grabbed my safety scissors and ever so gently dragged the blade far enough to open a vein.   I watched the crimson cascade from my arm. Soon my legs felt weak and I fell to my knees. The blood created a lake around me. My eyes felt weak but I was determined to stay awake to apologies to William for ruining his life.
Maybe 20 minutes had passed before the front door open.

" Grell,are you here?I saw the flowers Thank yo-" he stopped when he entered the kitchen." Stupid overtime!" He rushed to me and held me close to his chest bloodying his suit. He lifted me up and laid me on the counter. He put something that stung on my wound and sewed it up with crimson thread.

I spied two pens in his pocket. I gently sliped them out and positioned then in my mouth like a walrus " I'm a walrus" I said clapping my  free hand on my chest. " Grell you are so ................Adorable sometimes." He whispered with a grin as he wrapped a white Gauze over my arm . My face flushed as did his.

"You know Grell Spears  sounds nice or maybe William T. Sutcliff. Which do you like?" I asked. In reply he rolled his eyes "both." He said pulling me into a hug. I would prefer a kiss Mr." I sassed." Oh you would?" He he asked back,he crossed his arms and turned around.

He turned his head and I gave him puppy dog eyes. He sighed heavily " okay!" He said planting a kiss on my cheek and pulled away." I meant like this." I pulled his face close to mine and smashed my lips into his." Oh like that?" He grinned I nodded.

William let me sleep in his bed with him,I swear we did nothing but sleep and maybe some cuddling but mostly sleeping.

"Good morning" he said rubbing his eyes "morning good,I mean wait what? GOOD MORNING! There." I said discombobulated. He chuckled softly causing me to blush. He pulled me into an embrace." Grell I-I lov-like you staying here." He stuttered." William I love you too" I choked out.  His face turned a pink color. I took some time to just look at him, his glasses where on the end table next to the bed, his hair was messed up and me had a face of blush and shock about what I said.

" well I shall get ready now." I said heading for the closet. In the far back I found my old heels,strange, I shrugged it off and got one of his suits. When I came out I realized I was almost as tall as William. " Good evening my Lady." He inquired when I came out of the bath room. He was dressed as usual.
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I apologies for the wait. Halloween happened and today we have a debate.  I hope this is worth it. As always eat more BLACK PEPPER☆ bye!