Good Girl, Bad Boys

Chapter 11: You say that your fine...

When they pull Ronnie out he stops and kisses my cheek. "I'm sorry, Baby" I start to cry and the police pull him away. Just then my phone rings, it my dad. Fuck, I'm going to have to get my things and leave. I answer it and my dad starts freaking out "WHERE ARE YOU! I WAS WORRIED SICK!" "Dad...I have to move out, I'm sorry, I'm stoping by to get my stuff and then I'm out!" I hang up on him and get in the car. When I pull up my dad is in the drive way crying. "What do you mean you have to move out? Why? And where did you get that cut?!" "I just can't take it here anymore Dad. I'm sorry." I run inside and start putting my clothes into a suitcase, then I grab some CDs and my computer and put them in a box, my dad blankly watches me put my stuff in my car. "Why are you leaving me like your mother did?" Oh god this is killing me."I just need to leave dad I'm sorry, you can text and call me when ever you want. But I'm leaving." I hug him and get in my car. "Where are you going?" "It doesn't matter, all you need to know is ill be okay." I pull away and go back to Billies. He keeps asking me if I'm okay, I want to punch him in the face. No I'm not okay! My "boyfriend" is in jail for domestic abuse which is my fault, and I'm pregnant. "I'm fine Billie." He sits down with me on the couch and brushes my hair behind my ear. "You say that your fine but I know that you ain't." Ain't? What about aren't? Anyway he was right...I wasn't. "Fine I'm not." He puts his hand on my stomach, I'm showing a little already. I'm surprised that my dad didn't notice. "Wow" he says feeling it. "What?" "Nothing...its just amazing." He says with a smile. I'm falling so hard for him, he's perfect in every way possible. "Yeah well at least you don't have to push it out." He laughs, god his laugh was so cute. He leans into kiss me just as my phone rings. It's Michelle, I answer it worrying that my dad went to her house looking for me. But he didn't, she wanted to hang out at her house because her parents were gone so I decided to go over and tell her everything. When I get there she opens the door and welcomes me in "what happened to your face?" She looks down and puts her hand on my stomach "and god did you gain weight?" "I have a lot to tell you, you'd better sit down." After I tell her everything and she flips out on me. "See what did I tell you?! Ronnie was just flat out trouble and Billie sounds like a great guy!" "He is...but he's not Ronnie." She throws her arms up and moans "that's the fucking point! Of course he's not Ronnie! You don't need that asshole." But I do, and I hate that, i hate that I needed him so much.