Good Girl, Bad Boys

Chapter 8: Situations

After I get some rest, I decide that I have to talk to Ronnie. I talk it over with Billie and he agrees to go with me incase Ronnie starts beating on me. When we pull up in the drive way Ronnie opens the door and runs out to hug me. I push him away and he rolls his eyes. "Why wouldn't you answer my calls? And what are you doing with Billie?" "Ronnie...I'm pregnant." "What? No..we...we used condoms." "Condoms don't always work Ronnie." He stands in silence, shocked. "Can we go inside and talk about this?" He asks. I agree and tell Billie to wait outside. "Okay, I'll be right out here if you need me." I thank him and follow Ronnie inside. We sit down on the couch together, Ronnie still isn't saying anything. "So..what do you think I should do?" "About your situation?" "It's OUR situation, and yeah." He can't even look at me when he says this "get an abortion." "I don't think I could...kill a child." "Well I'm not raising a fucking kid with you!" "I'm not asking you too Ronnie! We could put the thing up for adoption, I just thought you should know about the baby...if its yours." He shakes his head, he seems really pissed off. "Are you gonna tell the others?" "No...I don't want to." We talk for a while and I finally get up the courage to ask him why he liked me so much. "I guess because you hate to love just like me. You could never stay with one guy...and I could never stay with one girl." He was right, I never stayed with one guy, each week it was someone new. We are so alike, I'm practically the female version of him...I think with my pussy and he thinks with his dick. He moves closer to me and starts kissing my neck. Does he seriously want sex right now? When i push him away he asks "why cant we?" "Because I'm not in the mood, and just found out I'm pregnant." He gets up off the couch pissed and waves his arms in the air yelling "God! you just love to hate me." "Well, you love to hate me too Ronnie!!!" Suddenly I start feeling really sick and have to throw up, I run to the bathroom and Ronnie follows me, he stands in the doorway and watches me throw up. "Gross!" After I finish throwing up I rinse my mouth out in the sink and sit down on the closed toilet. "So what are you doing with Billie?" "He's just helping me out as a friend." "A friend? You two didn't even know each other until last night." "Well he's more caring than you, and I actually like him." Ronnie walks towards me with his fists up and I flinch, is he gonna hit me? "Your not a couple now are you?" I shake my head an he lowers them"Good, if I can't have you nobody can." Wow, that sounds really fucked up...was he gonna like kill whoever I end up with? I push past him and start walking out of the house. "Wait! What are you gonna do?" I turn around and face Ronnie. "Get an abortion." "Ill go with you."