Night At Club

Chapter Five

When you have to get up in four in the morning it isn't nice feeling.
But the only reason why I would do this is to see my family.
Me and my family are really close. My  mom is like my bestie and I can tell her everything and the same way to my baby brother.
I went in shower and got dressed.
I applied a little bit of a make-up. Only mascara and foundation so I can have more time for breakfast.

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I was finally in Canada. The place where I grew up and where is all my favorite memories.

Being in front of my parents house brings back so many memories, like the one where I the neighbour child kissed me on my birthday for my present.

When I was little there where no way you could stop me from doing things.

I walked inside the house and saw everyone watching TV. So I put my luggage down and slowly and quietly walked to them. I whispered in baby brothers ear: "like the show?"

I haven't seen him jump for a while.

"Sis,  I will have my revange on you. Mark my words."

"Wow! Such a sweet way of saying hi I missed you."

"OK! Kids it isn't even an hour while you are together and you already fight."

"But mom she started first."

"I know that, but she doesn't say sorry. So no fights at least today."

"Are my room stil free?"

"Yes, you can go pack."

"Thank you!"

This was pretty much how my welcoming back happened.

In Canada I am already two weeks and I have met with few of my classmates. They are more successful in life than I am.

It hurts a bit, but i guess it is what you get when you don't have any idea of what you want to do in life.

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Today I met one of my closest friends in high school. She is a university studying for a vet.

We decided that we should meet and talk about things that have happened in our lifes.

She was about the same crazy as I was, but now she's more of an adult.

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Long story short. Today i found out that i may be pregnant.

After talking to my bestie and hearing about her period cramps i realised i haven't had my period.

OK maybe I am over reacting but I haven't had my period in more month. If this would only be days I wouldn't care but over a month!!

OMG,  OMG! What I will do with a child alone!
Taking care of him of course what else?
It isn't time for you to be around.
Oh yes it is. 'Cause you are talking to yourself in your head.
But then please think of rational decision than make fun of me.

Ugh. I hate my conscious. She always make fun of me if I don't listen in her.

I could do an abortion.
And kill your own child with possible consequences?
No irt isn't good idea.
Agreed.

Be a single mom and take care of child.
And then run in to him and pretend like child isn't looking like him if he ever does.
What do you want?
Tell the father if you are pregnant after being sure. You know to have sex you are brave, but when have to face the consequences you're scared got your life.

Stop panicking. After all you may just be sick or just forgot to write down your period

First of all go to pharmacy to buy tests.
After that you can panic officially.