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confusion

(taehyung's perspective)

i watched jimin between my thighs as he pressed soft kisses to my sensitive area making me whimper. his tongue swiped across my own quivering thighs, leaving small trails of kisses. his hands gripped my knees, pushing them further apart to give himself access to my entrance. his tongue grazed my entrance, sucking small kisses around the swollen area.

i was a moaning mess, in my naked glory and legs spread on the bed as my boyfriend continued his teasing between my legs. my head was turned to the side, eyelids fluttered shut as sweet moans of pleasure rolled off my tongue.

after our date at the sushi restaurant, jimin and i went back to his place. we were watching horror movies until jimin got bored, and got between my legs with a teasing smirk. he stripped me of my clothes and left kisses at my inner thighs. his tongue occasionally swiping across my skin.

although jimin and i had sex a lot, it was always loving and slow sex especially when i refrained from scratching marks down his back and biting harshly on his shoulders. jimin would kiss every inch of my skin with his eyes fluttered shut and his tongue grazing my skin every so often. my melodic moans and whimpers would float about in the air fom the sensitivity and teasing. my hands would find their way to his hair and i would push his head further onto my skin to relieve the burning passion deep in my core.

his lips kissed all the right places and his tongue made everything so much better. i loved when he ran his hands all over my body and pressed his lips on my tender skin. my mouth would hang open, as i felt his teeth sink softly into my flesh and his tongue swiping across the bitten flesh.

the thing about sex is, most of them time his eyes are shut.

my head lolled back, fluttering my eyes closed as i focused on his touch on my body. my hands fisted the bedsheets, breath caught in my throat as my body twitched.

his tongue traced my entrance in a teasing manner, making me fist the sheets beneath my quivering body. i arched my back, exposing my neck as i felt his hand readh up to wtap around my neck and shortly cut off my airflow.

"baby...yoongi, you look so beautiful." jimin whispered erotically against my thigh. his lips brushed my sensitive area near my hips and lightly bit down on the skin.

i froze in my position, my mouth agape but not a soumd escaped. too...shocked and confused. i quickly regained from my senses, as jimin stopped his actions and straightened up to watch me. my hazy mind and blissed out state was replaced with confusion and wonder.

i quickly grabbed my clothes, stumbling to the bathroom and ignored jimin's oblivion to what just occured. i slid down the door, after locking it and fumbled with my clothes.

who's yoongi? maybe it was a mistake...

i stood up from my position against the door, looking at myself in the mirror. i wasn't crying. i didn't feel upset. i was just shocked. my shirt hung off my shoulder, due to my half assed job of trying to dress myself while crouching on the floor. a knock startled me.

"hey tae, are you okay? kinda left me hanging here." i head jimin's breathy laugh from the other side of the door. i decided to confront him, much to my dismay.

i exited the bathroom, turning to see jimin leaning against the wall. he slowly approached me, to which i motioned for him to stop. he did, thankfully so.

"jimin..who's yoongi?"

confusion flashed in his eyes.

i never used his name unless we were speaking in serious manners. it was always daddy. until now.

he opened his mouth to speak, but quickly closed it.

"are you...are you cheating on me? how long has this been going on? jimin, why?" i bit my lip harshly, letting out a sigh of, hoping to god it wasn't true. my hands were balled into fists, averting my eyes from jimin. i pulled up the collar of my shirt that hung loosely off my shoulder and readjusted my shorts. i walked past jimin, searching for my shoes as i awaited his response. although from the look in his eye and change of demeanour was convincing enough. he didn't open his mouth to even deny it, and my heart sank.

all those times, all those times he said he went out on weekends to visit a friend out of town...was a lie? all those times he took those 'private' phonecalls during our dates and was constantly on his phone...

all those times he told me i was his one and only was a lie? was i some sort of game to him?

he lied to me. the only person i trusted with my life lied to me and went behind my back.

"yes, baby but listen--it's you! i promise it will always be you! tae baby please believe me--" in that moment, i felt sick and betrayed.

"you lied to me. you cheated on me. have you guys had sex? is that why you called his name while you were busy between my legs? how long have you been seeing this yoongi?" my voice didn't crack once. usually i'd go into an emotional fit when i'm upset or angry and cry nonstop until my face was red and puffy, but i didn't. because no matter how hurt and betrayed i felt by the one i love, i didn't feel an ounce of sadness.

i felt disgusted. that someone with the likes of park jimin would go as low as cheating. or even moan someone else's name while pleasuring your boyfriend of three years.

"yes we have, for nine months. only because i was lonely when you went to paris for two months and left me alone! i was so lonely and bored and he just showed up. i missed you so much and i always felt bad about lying to you and im sorry baby please forgive me." jimin's words cut through my heart like knives.

"forgive you? jimin what was it? that i didn't give enough to you? you know you're the only one i have right now. you know just how emotionally sensitive i am and how this might affect me. but you know what? i don't feel anything but sympathy and remorse and disgust for you. i can't believe i fell in love with you or even got involved with you. i was devoted to you for three years. only for you to cheat on me with someone for almost a year. i can't find the reason why i should forgive you."

i was at the door by now, hand on the doorknob as jimin silently cried behind me.

"please don't contact me. i can't talk to you right now. i'll pack your things and give them back soon, promise. but just please don't come back to me, i can't even look at you anymore. you're a shitty person and im sorry i fell in love with you. but i really hope things work out with yoongi, please treat him right."

i quickly left the complex and ran down three flights of stairs. surprised i didnt fall. haha.

whatever.

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