If only he knew

Chapter 3

Eren's P.O.V

I'm scared of him but I love him so much.

He told me in the hall to be in his office at six, lord knows what he'll do if I'm late.

(time skip to 5:55 cuz I'm lazy)

Five minutes until I have to be in there. Ugh why am I so nervous, for all I know he could just want a word about the other day, but he might be punishing me for being so stupid and letting myself get caught by the titan.

It's better for me to be early than late so I start walking to his office, my breath getting even more hitched ever step I take. By the time I was outside his office I was having a full on panic attack, my hands were shaking, I was breaking out in a cold sweat, I couldn't breathe and everything around me was a blur. I was so scared of what could happen in that office that I almost walked away, but before I could he opened the door, the same stoic expression on his face, stone cold yet gorgeous eyes appeared to be staring into my soul.

I took a deep breath and in my head told myself over and over I could do this, there was no need to be scared.... was there? Ugh this is so frustrating!

"You're early." he stated emotionally.

"Y-Y-Yes I thought it would be better for me to be early that to be late" I blurted without thinking my voice wavering with every word. Goddamn he's scary but, oh so sexy.

(3rd person P.O.V)

For about ten minutes the office was completely silent. Eren stared at his lap and Levi stared at Eren studying everything about him, the way he blushed slightly when he was nervous, how the whole time it was quiet he looked like he was about to pass out. Levi furrowed his brow, that wasn't good. He slowly reached his hand out to gently shake Eren's shoulder. His head suddenly jerked up when Levi's hand touched his arm, Levi looked at him with a concerned look and stood up, slowly making his way around to Eren. He was finding it hard to control himself, he had to give in to the throbbing ache to be with Eren but, he knew he couldn't it would mean sacrificing his reputation and job as superiors weren't allowed to have relationships with the cadets, it was strictly forbidden.

(Levi's POV)

Fuck it, if being with the one I love means sacrificing my job I'll do it. I don't care if I lose my position, I love him.

I leaned down so I was at his level and stared into his soul, Fear was apparent in his eyes which soon turned to shock as I placed my hand on his thigh and slowly leaned in towards him. As our lips connected, I felt what could only described as a spark of electricity jolting through my body. At first the kiss was loving and passionate but it soon turned rough and filled with lust. I needed him, but at the same time I was scared. Scared that he'd die on me like Isabel and Farlan did.