My Emo Love Life

M.E.L.L~3

I dedicated this to my best friend! She a real cool, and awesome person and im very glad I met her!!

But.... HERES THE CHAPTER!>>>

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'What am I doing?!' I mentally screamed at myself. I tired pushing him away, which caused him to push me harder into the wall. I whimpered from the force and he broke away leaving me to slide down on the wall to the floor. Tears came down face, how could the people I cared about.. turn on me?? I asked myself.

"Mi am--" Ian started but I interrupted him.

"DONT.." I started "-call me that anymore."

"Checker.." Dian came beside him looking different then ever. He actually looked like a emo goddess just like Ian, but that didn't change the fact that he left me.

I shook my head and got up and started to walk to the entrance of the school. Then I started to run.. Even though its hurts I had to get away and calm down as soon as possible.

I ran..

I ran...

I ran....

And I ran.....

Then I finally crashed down under a tree and started to cry my eyes out. I sat my back against the tree and banged my head on it so many times. Then it started to rain and it got cold. I smiled to my self. At least this kind of weather could make my body numb. So that I don't have to concentrate on Ian.. On my brother...Or the pain. It will all be blocked away by this numbness...

I sat there, enjoying how my body is getting numb for minutes, which had turn into hours that didn't even feel like it. It was still raining , and it was dark, but not to dark because of the street lights. I decided to go home.. even though I didn't want to, I had no choice. I shook my head slightly, making more water from my hair hit my face. I got up slowly with the help of the tree beside me and then walked slowly towards my so called home.

After what seemed liked forever, I finally made it 'home'. I sighed to myself, and open the door slowly. When I was in the house I saw four dudes with all black, and my parents with my sister talking to them. My sister was looking at all of them with that ' I want you to fuck me now look' but then she turned to me and gave me a disgusting look.

"Where have you been?" she shouted, grabbing every ones attention.

"Why are you fucking shouting you retard?" I asked with no emotion at all.

"Don't talk to your sister like that!" shouted my mother.

I ignored her. "Wheres Dian?" I asked.

"No where to be found. And that's bad, sailing one instead of both is having less money for me." my dad said, but my eyes went wide eyed from what he said.

"What do you mean sailing one instead of both !" I shouted.

"These lovely men, that we found online are willing to buy you as a slave." my mom smiled at them.

My eyes went wider. "Im not a fucking item that you could sale to whoever, im your fucking daughter that went through all hell just living here for no reason!" I snapped. I couldn't believe they are doing this. I looked at all the men that are wearing black, looked like sexy goddesses. Not emo goddesses, regular goddesses. They were smiling, apparently amused by how I took this. "What the fuck are you all smiling at?"