Louis-
I'm in my bed curled up I a ball, crying my eyes out because of what I did to him. I cant believe I pushed him and said all those hurtful things to him. He had every right to yell back at me and say those things. But I didn't have to push him. Your probably wondering what happened. Well it happened two hours ago:
I stormed up to our flat and slammed open the door, making Harry jumped up at the sudden action. "Lou what's wrong?" "Don't call me that." I snapped thoughtlessly. Harry suddenly looked frightened. I glared at him. "How could just do something like that?" He looked startled. "Do what?" "YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME." I yelled. "W-what." I laughed, just not humorously. "You know I'm talking about you slut. Its in every fucking news paper and magazine there is. You hooked up with Kendall Jenner." Harry looked shocked. "You know that's not true Louis. They say bullshit for our stupid records. GOD LOUIS YOU KNOW THIS. ARE YOU DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS, OR HAS MANAGEMENT GOTTEN TO YOU." He yelled back. I glared again. "You know what Harry. Be the manwhore that you are, the only thing that's bullshit is us." He stumbled back like my words hit him like a train. That's when I realised what had happened. I had become so sick of hiding I actually believed Harry did that. And I turned me into a demon. I looked up a t Harry who had tears spilling from his eyes. I opened my mouth to say something. But I couldn't. I stepped forward. But he only flinched and stepped back. "H-how could you j-just say that. I thought you loved me." That's when he bolted for the door. He looked back. "Thanks for breaking my heart Tomlinson. I hope your happy."
I was so stupid. Harry thought I hated him. But I needed him. I don't know what had gotten into me. But I was going to make this right. After the concert tomorrow. Yeah that will do. I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.
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I looked over at Harry who was standing by Niall looking at the board that had a tweet on it. Looking as beautiful as ever. We are at a concert in Arizona, doing twitter questions. It was the end of the show so after this question we will say goodbye then go off stage. Harry was quiet for a second before sighing.
"Harry can you please sing some of 'Don't Let Me Go' for us?" He looked at Niall. "Well might as well do it."
So Niall ran backstage and came back with a stool for Harry. He placed it in front of the crowd and me and the boys made our way to the back of the stage. Then the music started playing.
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"Don't let me, don't let me, don't let me go...cause I'm tired of sleeping alone." Buy the time Harry ended the song we were both in tears.
I knew from the moment he started singing, he was singing to me. He may not have looked at me, but I knew he was telling me to not let him get away. To not let him go. And I wanted to hug him and kiss him and tell him how sorry I was. And that I would never let him go. Ever.
So once we were off stage I ran up to Harry and pulled him into the biggest hug ever. He sobbed into my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my neck. I barried my face into his neck, holding back tears, happy tears. Because I finally got to hold him again.
"Oh my god Haz, I'm so sorry. I don't know what had gotten into me. I'm so sorry, please tell me I'm forgiven." I begged into his neck. He pulled back.
"I missed you. And yes your forgiven."
I smiled and kissed him sweetly. He smiled and I felt for tears run down his cheeks. I pulled back and kissed away the tears. He smiled and pressed his nose to my neck. I sighed and pulled him closer. As much as possible.
"Louis?" "Yes Haz?" He let out a breath. "Don't let me go." And that made me crack. I let a tear slip.
I looked him in the eyes. "I swear I will never ever let you go. Okay?" He nodded and hugged me tighter pressing our lips together in a loving kiss.
Never would I let him go.
