Listen to the last two minutes Human by Christina Perri while reading this!
~Shari!xx
"Yes I have a girlfriend."
"Eleanor!"
Those six words that id never hoped to hear. That Louis would pick her over me.
"Why'd you say that Louis?"
"Because I have a girlfriend!"
"But what about"
"WHAT HAPPENED ON THE X FACTOR WAS A MISTAKE HARRY!"
I didn't even know where that was going to go. The words seemed to get worse. And Louis really showed that he didn't really love me.
"Louis Tomlinson was seen with his girlfriend Eleanor Calder, while best friend Harry was mobbed today."
He didn't care. I wasn't just mobbed. I got my hand sprained. Not that he'd care. He doesn't care anymore.
"Eleanor's pregnant you guys, I'm going to be a dad."
That one threw me close to the edge.
"Harry calm down!"
"I cant calm down Liam she's fucking pregnant!"
Who knew that, that this concert was going to be my last. Just because of someone I loved dearly.
Can we take the same road
Two days in the same clothes
I know just what you'll say if I can make all this pain go
Can we stop this for a minute
You know I cab tell that your heart isn't in it
Or with it
Yeah I know. His heart was never in it or with it. So I'm done.
"I can't do this anymore!"
The music stops as I walk off the stage. I here Paul call for me but I don't listen. When I get to my house. I put my stuff down and tell the guard to keep back anyone that gets by.
"No, Harry don't!"
I have tears streaming down my face as I slice my arms a few times. I let out shaky breaths as I hold the gun to my head. I take a deep breath decide not to shoot. But I do pass out from blood loss.
Louis
"I can't do this anymore!"
I stop singing and soon realise what he might do. I get up and follow Harry. He gets into his car and drives away. I curse and start running to his house. I run faster as an ambulance drives past me. I run past Paul who tries to stop me.
"No Harry don't!"
I run into the room and see him lying on the floor. I sob out and soon realised that Harry might have killed himself.
.
Later I walk into Harrys room and sit down by his bed. I stare at the wall and remember the god memories from when I fell for him. That's when I monitor slows.
(No ones view.)
The camera moves over to the monitor and watches the lines go up and down. Until it goes flat.
Harrys heartbeat has stopped.
Oh my god, I'm so sorry!
~Shari!xx
