The Little Pepper

chapter 5 Anthony

( pov blue) Anthony had been true so much to talk to me I would was just get way from him or ignore him but it getting hard now he was living with us so I see him everyday I was found something say so I would have to talk to him long but even talk to him long just see him give me that feeling I never felt like this about a guy he made me just want rip off his clothes when I saw him . ( pov Blue ) I look at him up and down even if I try not to even after I had that talk with him nothing really seem to chance in way my feels get stronger and be trying to hold back at least he want with his thing for not be so half naked around so that helps little bit just not alot that feeling was still there but for some reason I wanted it to go way but then I did not want to go way . ( pov Blue ) Was bad for me to want so bad to acted on feels there was not doubted that Anthony was good looking and be the type guy I dated we talked about we both said we could never be plus he did not see me that even if I did that I could not hide anymore I just was not going to acted on it . ( pov flea) Hey so Anthony did not want tell what you two talked about maybe you will ( pov Blue ) don't worry flea I just wanted say sorry to and be friend that and let him know once again that I did not hate him that all so you can cool okay not going get on with Anthony okay .  ( pov flea ) That not funny at all okay good I glade you Anthony or freinds  now and you won't be so werid around which other and you can stop feeling so weird to plus I never really feel for that whole sick thing I know it was something else the whole time and know I see what is but I happy that you get over and all good now .

( pov Blue ) I think I will never  thought you fall for the whole sick thing but I thought I give it a try so really get off of my back ( pov flea) will I did only because not Anthony I don't trust it you ( pov Blue ) what you really think I do something with him ( pov flea) I did not mean that way ( pov Blue) what way did you mean it flea because seem to me you did mean it that way . ( pov flea) Cool blue I just meant I see the type guys you dated and Anthony seem to be the type of guy you be in to you know but I know he would not play me like because if he dose ( pov Blue ) stop with the whole big brother thing okay I am not going hook up with your freind okay and by way he so not my type so you can rest easy knowing that as she walked way . ( pov flea) But what if your his type flea said to him self blue had up to here now with her brother and him thinking of some type girl that get with every guy she see that her type but flea was right but he could know that Anthony was more then blue type she hold back on it all because it all would not turn out good for the both of them . Plus Anthony had already made it clear that he was not into her that way and that even if was he would not do that to flea what was she to do now then where friends but how long could just be freind with Anthony with out wanted more and acted on her feel she did not know really . ( pov flea) Do you think my sister pretty would you date her ( pov Anthony) want first all where all this werid questions coming from ( pov flea) just tell me the trust Anthony are you into my sister ( pov Anthony) no flea not all yes I say she is a pretty girl but that just it she a young girl and will I would do that to your friend and that he just wrong .

( pov flea) Sorry man your right I am over doing It  you would do that it just blue the  way she I don't trust her around you I mean your her type and trust I would know I see the guys she had dated and wiill I just little werid out that you and her want to go have talk with out I thought by that something was going now but now know that I am wrong I have it coming from you know and coming from blue . ( pov flea ) I am going to go say sorry to her she proudly still upset with me as he patted Anthony back and want on his way to found blue she was he buck bed laying down ( pov flea) hey where almost at your next stop but I wanted to talk to you and tell I over did I did and will I just want know that I should belive .  ( pov flea) You this whole time you going thought something and it had nothing to do with Anthony and just know I was not trusted beacause scared for you ( pov Blue ) do you really think that bad of your freind ( pov flea) of couser not blue but I also don't trust him 100 % okay that why I acted the way I did okay I just want say sorry. ( pov flea)  And hope you won't be bad at me anymore after don't we want make this work ( pov Blue ) yes I told I do and we will just you get trust me more I am not a little girl anymore I am grow woman and I know what wrong from right okay now come here as she huge him and pretty sure ready for tonight show you know I am stared to learn all the songs to . ( pov flea) oh is that so I am very glade to have you here sister it means all I missed this I miss my family ( pov blue) dad be very proud of look at for even if I don't like the way you do it most of the time but you do was make sure I am safe and for that I am thankfully but anyways I going try to get some rest before the show .

( pov flea) Good idea I let you be then save all that energy for tonight I want my number one fan to be cheer me on for sure ( pov Blue ) oh I will big smile and everything was it so bad that just lied to my brother that I want nothing to do with Anthony and the trust was that I could really stop thinking about him . ( pov Blue ) But then again i did the same thing with Anthony I lied to him about not want more then just a friendship with him that was big I want him in every way and that scared I never wanted someone so bad like I did Anthony what is about him that when he come into the room and not so feel like I was do every time I see him I pretend to be sleep . ( pov Blue ) As he walked by me I stared to breath heavy and my heart stared to beat fast as will and I could stop it get worst and worst as he get closer in till I fall to the floor looking up to him have my hand on my cheast I could breath he looked down at me ( pov Anthony) blue blue can you hear me you okay blue look me you okay ( pov Blue ) It take me a while but I did speak after . ( pov blue) I take a deep breath and stand up and like nothing I said I think so he just looked me so worried please don't tell flea he just worry more then he already dose as I get up and seat on my bed he seat on his bed that was cross mine ( pov Anthony) I won't but are you sure your okay you seem I don't know you really scared me that all . ( pov Blue ) I am good really it just a painc attacked out no where I use to have them alot when I was younger and then want way as I get older but I guess now there make a come back I faked a fake laugh but was not funny at all this not was make me crazy and not in a good way to he smiled at me and then put his hand on mine .

( pov Blue ) I stared to get that feeling again and I get up and just started to walk back and forth ( pov Anthony) maybe I should go get flea ( pov Blue ) no I am fine really I just need some time for myself okay that all please no flea ( pov Anthony) okay I am sorry I let be as he walked way from blue ( pov Blue) I could breath again as he left the room and I was happy I could . ( pov Blue ) It was time for the boys to go on stage and I was excited to see the show for the 3rd time this time I think I enjoy it even more now I was back to myself for now I thought I try my best to really watch the show and not just check on my eyes on Anthony but not that was not happend at all my eyes where glue on his . ( pov Blue ) Every move he made I followed and he sing I image these lips touching mine why no no I kept tell my brain that can not be not flea would not have it be plus Anthony not into me like that or this no I tryed again to enjoy the show for my self and give my mind a break to but yet again it was no use all I wanted to watch on the show was Anthony so. ( pov Blue )  I let my brain and eyes win and watched him all thought the show then it was all over and as was or it was seen like was Anthony take off his shirt and I guess he forget about what we talked about but I huged flea and stared to talk to about the show so I would want to look at Anthony who now thank God was not any where to be see I guess he remember and want to his dress room . ( pov Blue ) I really did not care I was just happy he was not here that all that matter I was on my way back to the bus when a fan or think was a fan stoped me ( pov fan) oh hey your flea sister right ( pov Blue ) I was super and little scared that she know that yeah but how do you know that ( pov fan ) oh trust me I am big fan I know alot things about the band  .

( pov Blue ) Okay that not creepy at all I guess I did not know I said it out loud because she just looked at me with werid face and was about to walk way when I stopped her no listen I did not mean that you see I am not use to this like my brother is but what can I do for you ( pov fan ) I just want meet that all I was thought you where so pretty and cool but now that have I know you are what I thought you be as she walked way . ( pov Blue ) I guess that a good thing I thought as I walked into the bus ( pov flea) hey where were you we been waited for you ( pov Blue ) oh I was just use the rest room that all I did not know why did not tell flea about what just happens I mean it was a big deal but all I really wanted to do now is sleep I was terid for some reason very terid . ( pov Blue ) That what I did lol I want straight to my bed or so I thought I would be that when I stoped dead in my tracks with Anthony in front of me he still was not wearing a short what was up with this dose he not like to wear shirts really I just wanted to put his one of my shirts on . ( pov Blue ) I said  excuse me and he moved out of the was to let me thought as I finally made it to my bed and layed down why why me why Anthony why could be a guy my age you know one guy that flea would not flip out on if I had feels for him but no it had to be Anthony a older guy and how long friend to . ( pov Blue ) Of couser you guessed it by now I dreamed about Anthony but this one was one to remember we where make out and even more and he seem not to hold back I did not to I liked and I did not wanted to stop even if I did really wanted to stop dream about this and tryed I did but no the dream just kept going on as it get more intense.