Peter Pan~(Pans Never Ending)~

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It finally came to the next day and I was exhausted, I didn't sleep at all. I know I'm going to fail this final, unless Alicia lets me copy off her, which in all honesty, she probably will. Just getting up out of bed sounds aggravating. I mean, I don't start class for another three hours, that's the cool thing about college. Sometimes you don't have to get up early like High School or in grade school. School is school though, it never gets better til' you have the diploma in your hand and finally done.

I guess I should most likely shower, I have the worst case of bed hair. I can't expect any better though, I was twisting and turning in my bed. I just couldn't stop thinking about the stuff Peter said and just Peter overall being in my room after two years. 

Enough thinking about Peter, I need a shower, pull yourself together Breanna. 
I after time got out of bed and went downstairs to drink a high fat shake that I have to drink four times a day, mixed in with fatty healthy foods with lots of water, But lets be real....the healthy stuff just isn't as good as junk food. Alicia and I have been eating a lot of junk food, like Macaroni and cheese, hot chocolate and white cheddar cheese itz. Yep....that's why I gained that five pounds in a week, but I'm not complaining. The more weight I gain back, the better. 
These shakes are good though, they taste like chocolate milk, so they're not too bad. Not my favorite.

After the shake I went back upstairs to take my shower, I stripped down and just relaxed in there for a good hour, just taking my time washing my hair and my body, while my Pandora was playing "Jewel" radio. Her voice has always been calming, my mom said when she was pregnant with me, Jewel is all that she listened to, maybe that why I love her sweet voice so much. She also helps me when I drive, I still get anxious driving still. Seriously fuck anxiety. 

When I finally got out of the shower, I saw that I had two missed calls from Alicia, so I called her back.

"Hello?" I ask as Alicia answers.

"Hey, can I come over?"

"Sure, is everything okay?"

"I just don't want to be alone right now, I'll talk to you about it when I get there."

"Okay, well...just be safe driving." I say nervously.

"Bre don't worry, I'll be okay."

"Whatever! I'm your best friend, I can worry!"

"Oh my god, I love you." Alicia laughs.

"Love you too."

"Did you drink your shake?" Alicia asks.

"Yeah I did, and sorry I didn't answer earlier, I was-" Alicia interrupts.

"Let me guess, in the shower." 

"Yep."

"Okay Bre, well, I'm driving, and I'm literally about 15 minutes away, so I'll see you then."

"15 minutes? it takes your almost 45 minutes to get here....wait....you were already on your way over weren't you, before you called." I laughed.

"Yep."

"Dude, I've told you this before, you don't have to ask to come over, You're family and welcome anytime."

"yeah, yeah I know. That's why I was already driving over." 

"Alright, well I will see you when you get here. Love ya girl"

"Love you too."

"Oh wait!" I scream.

"What?"

"Do you want breakfast? I'll make you a breakfast sandwich."

"Bitch..you read my mind. I'm a hungry bitch." We both laugh.

"Okay, I thought so." I catch my breath.

"Alright byeeeeeeee..." Alicia hangs up.

"Alight then, bye to you too." I set my phone down and walk into my room.

I decided to still wear my lazy clothes which was a pair of olive green sweatpants and a black long sleeve shirt with fuzzy socks, I haven't done anything to my face because I still have an hour. No point what so ever. I'm sure glad I don't have breakouts anymore like I did in school, because now its easy to wear makeup and not look gross. 

I went down stairs again to start making Alicia's breakfast sandwich, Its made with eggs, lettuce, cheese and ham, with mayonnaise and whole wheat bread. I even poured a glass of orange juice for her. Alicia always has me making her food, she loves my cooking and she hasn't complained yet. I bring her lunch everyday for school, even for work, she works at Wal-mart that's near me. I used to have a job, but ever since I got sick, my parents wanted me to lay low and relax til' I was better. As for school, I only go in three times a week, so its not that bad, Alicia goes in for four days. 

"HEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYY BIIIIITCHH!!" Alicia slams the door and walks in with a huge smile on her face.

"Here you go your majesty." I place the hot and steamy plate in front of her as she sits on the couch.

"Thanks peasant." We both laugh.

"Oh here." I set the orange juice down for her. 

"Honestly, your food is the main reason why were friends." Alicia jokingly laughs.

"You're welcome. What do you say?" I tease.

"Thank you I love you!" Alicia takes a bite and groans.

"Goddamn Bre, why is this so good?" She takes another bite.

"Just practice. Anyways, Alicia are you okay? You wanted to talk to me and said you didn't want to be alone? whats going on?" I ask in concern.

"Well, I just miss Kai is all, It's nothing bad, but I got into another heated argument with my mom today. She was complaining because supposedly I am a terrible and selfish child for not cleaning stalls today...because I have school. Like where does any of that make sense?" Alicia rolls her eyes.

"Um..nothing that your mom said makes sense.....You can't be in two places at once." I nervously laugh.

"Do you think Kai is okay though, I mean it's been two weeks." Alicia sighs and continues eating.

"I have a feeling you'll see him soon." I smile

"I hope so Bre."