Helpless
I feel
Helpless
Like I cannot protect my mind
From dark thoughts
Disappointment
Rejection
And the most fearsome of all
My self
My unhappiness with who I am
My fear of utter rejection
The thought that I am a failure
A weeping mess
Slightly depressed
Dead inside
An angsty smudge
In human history
Who will never
Do something significant
Will never be significant
And I surely will never muster the drive to move forward
And change my ways
Rescue myself from
Myself
Find a new meaning
for my small
And meager
life
Hey... Wow this poem is way darker than I intended. I guess I wrote it after I discussed a touchy topic with my parents (probably my struggle with focusing on my school work) and I was probably very upset with myself. Hopefully the next poem will be happier...
Welp I'm going to go read some fanfic.
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Nomi And Her Thoughts
PoetryA collection of poems and short (very short) stories reflecting my inner thoughts.
